okay so my dad and i went real estate hunting yesterday.. me armed with my camera.. he armed with his notebook.. we drove around and jotted down addresses and phone numbers for places.. then i talked to rana and she needed someone around.. we picked her up and took her out for indian food and then we all walked around square1 to walk off the food.. she found a fucking HAWT system poster.. *so jealous*..
then dad dropped us off at michelle's place where rana had left her car and we took off. she and i hung out at centenial park for a little bit. i took some photos.. we smoked a dooobie.. and yeah i got a lot off my chest.. she's such a great friend.. she really listens and really gives me her honest opinion.. *lurve*..
then we headed over to michelle's.. rana left for a lil bit so michelle and i ran over to ashley's place to pick her up. i got to see the new place.. i likes it.. we got back to michy's and we chilled.. rana came back and we all ate soup from the restaurant.. mmm.. cream of brocolli.. then we waited around..rather patiently.. for amanda who was coming over to get a hood piercing..and finally arrived at 9:15pm.. rana and i didn't get to watch.. haha.. ho hum..
then jay came over.. he and i left.. i got a LOT off my chest.. i told him everything i felt and how hurt i was and how much all of this is fucking with me.. he told me the same.. and we really got a lot settled.. he dropped me off and i came online for a lil bit before going to bed.. he called me an hour after i had fallen asleep to tell me he had spoken to her and they decided nothing was to come of it. now i am uber confused.. i told him i would wait forever for him.. because i really feel there is something there.. but when he told me about his feelings for her i kind of gave up..but at the same time i didn't.. i became more hopeful.. by the way.. don't let anyone tell you wishing on stars doesn't work.. this revelation is proof it does.
so, i am confused, yet again, but i will survive.. i need to talk to him.. i kind of trailed off last night as i was already sleeping when he phoned.. he understood.. but i feel like there are a lot of things i could have said to him.. *sigh*
well... good day.
*peace*
then dad dropped us off at michelle's place where rana had left her car and we took off. she and i hung out at centenial park for a little bit. i took some photos.. we smoked a dooobie.. and yeah i got a lot off my chest.. she's such a great friend.. she really listens and really gives me her honest opinion.. *lurve*..
then we headed over to michelle's.. rana left for a lil bit so michelle and i ran over to ashley's place to pick her up. i got to see the new place.. i likes it.. we got back to michy's and we chilled.. rana came back and we all ate soup from the restaurant.. mmm.. cream of brocolli.. then we waited around..rather patiently.. for amanda who was coming over to get a hood piercing..and finally arrived at 9:15pm.. rana and i didn't get to watch.. haha.. ho hum..
then jay came over.. he and i left.. i got a LOT off my chest.. i told him everything i felt and how hurt i was and how much all of this is fucking with me.. he told me the same.. and we really got a lot settled.. he dropped me off and i came online for a lil bit before going to bed.. he called me an hour after i had fallen asleep to tell me he had spoken to her and they decided nothing was to come of it. now i am uber confused.. i told him i would wait forever for him.. because i really feel there is something there.. but when he told me about his feelings for her i kind of gave up..but at the same time i didn't.. i became more hopeful.. by the way.. don't let anyone tell you wishing on stars doesn't work.. this revelation is proof it does.
so, i am confused, yet again, but i will survive.. i need to talk to him.. i kind of trailed off last night as i was already sleeping when he phoned.. he understood.. but i feel like there are a lot of things i could have said to him.. *sigh*
well... good day.
*peace*
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Still, it's good you were both honest.