martijn

Ok... Since there hasn't been an update in a month Ill do a quicky.

First of, I have a new job... Or at least a new placement. It's right here in Den Haag and I like it way better than the last placement, were they had me doing stuff waaaay below my level... It's still the computer stuff. I have been aplying for other jobs and have had 2 job interviews in the last year... Sadly no new employment yet no worries though, I'll get there! Too bad there's really no new advertisements @ the moment, so job application is at a standstill. Must be the cucumbers...

Love life; I've been steadily growing into a "situation"... A friends-with-benefits, that I have been seeing for a couple of months, and I decided it was maybe time to get to know each other a bit better. So for the last two weeks I saw her some more (we used to meet up maybe once a month, now I saw her about 7 times...). This weekend it imploded a bit because of jealousy on my part, and fear of being held down on hers... So she ended up doing exactly what I feared (well, a bit less actually) with another guy... We talked about it though, which was very nice, and we decided to be more honest and continue to find out what's there between us. Now she's on holiday for two weeks, so we'll see what happens when she's back...

So I guess the core of my blog this time is that there is no real growth without pain, but there's beauty in the breakdown


(Song: Frou Frou - Let go)