I feel like I've really set myself up to be hurt by one of my friends. This sucks balls. I don't want to see him cus I'm so vunerable with him. I let him see further inside me when I wanted to distance myself from him.
I've show him the best way to hurt me. I've shown him the most feeble and unconfident side of me and now he has that to hold over me.
I've show him the best way to hurt me. I've shown him the most feeble and unconfident side of me and now he has that to hold over me.
innocence:
Surely if he was one of your friends he wouldn't hold it over you? It shouldn't matter if you trust him 
Although I can't really say anything as I hate revealing too much of myself to someone because it makes me feel as though every time I do something they are looking for any mistakes I make and I hate them knowing exactly what hurts me...in case they use it against me.
Although I can't really say anything as I hate revealing too much of myself to someone because it makes me feel as though every time I do something they are looking for any mistakes I make and I hate them knowing exactly what hurts me...in case they use it against me.
innocence:
Yup I have a piccy 
It's not great tho hehe, have to sort out a different one but it'll do for now!
It's not great tho hehe, have to sort out a different one but it'll do for now!