Today has been pretty damn awful.
Nothing too bad really but just one of those days that you wish you never got out of bed for.
It started off kinda good because my clothes are stating to feel lose and I think I'm losing weight! (How shallow of me! lol) It's been happening slowly ever since I quit smoking. I thought you were meant to gain weight when you quit?
I've been looking forward to going to a gig which was tonight but when my flat mate/best friend got home from work I could she didn't want to go. It pissed me off because she is one of these people who always say they will do things but never do and let you down last minute. I always try to involve her but she hardly ever leaves the house and I feel bad because she doesn't really have any friends. I pretty much lost it with her. I had it pent up in me for a long time and this was it when it came to her. I called her a selfish bitch and just left.
What followed in the next few hours was a very high school bitching match via text lol
At least it all out there now. I don't know what is going to happen between us as we never settled anything and since I came home she has been hiding away in her room. To be honest I don't think I care. I don't want to sound like a bitch, because I'm far from one, but I can't be bothered with most of the people in my life anymore. I'm tried of caring far more for people then they do for me. It's unrewarding and lonely.
I promise a more uplifting blog in the next few days! lol
Nothing too bad really but just one of those days that you wish you never got out of bed for.
It started off kinda good because my clothes are stating to feel lose and I think I'm losing weight! (How shallow of me! lol) It's been happening slowly ever since I quit smoking. I thought you were meant to gain weight when you quit?
I've been looking forward to going to a gig which was tonight but when my flat mate/best friend got home from work I could she didn't want to go. It pissed me off because she is one of these people who always say they will do things but never do and let you down last minute. I always try to involve her but she hardly ever leaves the house and I feel bad because she doesn't really have any friends. I pretty much lost it with her. I had it pent up in me for a long time and this was it when it came to her. I called her a selfish bitch and just left.
What followed in the next few hours was a very high school bitching match via text lol
At least it all out there now. I don't know what is going to happen between us as we never settled anything and since I came home she has been hiding away in her room. To be honest I don't think I care. I don't want to sound like a bitch, because I'm far from one, but I can't be bothered with most of the people in my life anymore. I'm tried of caring far more for people then they do for me. It's unrewarding and lonely.
I promise a more uplifting blog in the next few days! lol
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zombiebyte:
That sucks about your house mate.... Im sure it will calm down soon.
pauper:
Dont stress about it to much, these things sort themselves out. If ur house mate wants to spend her life locked in her room let her and dont waste ur time on people who dont make ur world a better place.