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Monday Aug 29, 2005

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Things are looking a little bit better. I am on the edge, staring into the abyss, and waiting for what comes next.

Anything approaching the change that came over his features I have never seen before, and hope never to see again. Oh, I wasnt touched. I was fascinated. It was as though a veil had been rent. I saw on that ivory face the expression of somber pride, of ruthless power, of craven terrorof an intense and hopeless despair. Did he live his life again in every detail of desire, temptation, and surrender during that supreme moment of complete knowledge? He cried in a whisper at some image, at some vision,he cried out twice, a cry that was no more than a breath
...The horror! The horror!


"Some people could look at a mud-puddle and see an ocean with ships. But Nanny belonged to that other kind that loved to deal in scraps. Here Nanny had taken the biggest thing God had ever made, the horizonfor no matter how far a person can go the horizon is still way beyond youand pinched it in to such a little bit of a thing that she could tie it about her granddaughters neck tight enough to choke her. She hated the old woman who had twisted her so in the name of love. Most humans didnt love one another nohow, and this mis-love was so strong that even common blood couldnt overcome it all the time. She had found a jewel down inside herself and she had wanted to walk where people could see her and gleam it around. B ut she had been set in the market-place to sell. Been set for still-bait. When God had made The Man, he made him out of stuff that sung all the time and glittered all over. Then after that some angels got jealous and chopped him into millions of pieces, but still he glittered and hummed. So they beat him down to nothing but sparks but each little spark had a shine and a song. So they covered each one over with mud. And the lonesomeness in the sparks make them hunt for one another, but the mud is deaf and dumb. Like all the other tumbling mud-balls, Janie had tried to show her shine."
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santox:
Rock that Heart of Darkness baby! Oh and by the way there love, "If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you." (Fredrick Neitzsche - Beyond Good and Evil)

Hope you have a sunshiny day wink
Sep 1, 2005
alecks:
hey hows it going!?! its been forever and i have no idea what you are up to these days... i remember talk about moving and stuff but god that was forever ago...enlighten me...until then talk to you later

=-> Alecks
Sep 2, 2005

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