"9:22, Personal note: when I was a little kid my mother told me not to stare into the sun, so once when I was six, I did. At first the brightness was overwhelming, but I had seen that before. I kept looking, forcing myself not to blink, and then the brightness began to dissolve. My pupils shrunk to pinholes and everything came into focus and for a moment I understood."
For the past few weeks, I've been taking a step back from everything. I was about to burn myself out trying to reach that moment of clarity, that calm before the storm. sorry I have been shady about posting regularly and responding even less so. I've been stressing out abuot school and work so much lately that I almost forgot thta life is what happens when you're busy making other plans. My life was still going on while I became a robot to work on all of my school shit. As for the next few weeks, it will be a little difficult, but I'm not stressing out nearly as much. I have a few projects and papers to get done before I move on to finals, but as always, they will get done.
As for hanging out with everyone, I've been trying to make time. The problem is that ATL is so far away, and when you have class or work almost everyday... it's hard to tear yourself apart from it to commute an hour away for a party. Sadly, I don't think I'm going to be able to make the Christmas party this year either. I'm going to be stuck here, working on school shit for finals. sorry if I sound bitchy, but this type of the year gets me down just a wee bit. I can't go home for thanksgiving or Christmas because my father does not agree with my body mods and is very conservative. I'm not allowed there, all of my friends will be studying and then leaving town here, and I'm going to miss the party there because of fucking school. Fuck this,
my new year's resolution better be awesome, because something's got to give.
My solution for now:
Athens Group
If you live in Georgia, or close enough to come hang out, and want to join our group... just join. I'm really missing the sense of community that I feel everyone else has in this website. The only people that I get to see on a regular basis are faultyliving, RockabillyKid, and BloodySporks, DeviantSheep, and PlatypusAvenger ... and it would be a whole lot more often if we had an event in Athens every once in a wihle.... so. That being said. JOIN
ok, I'm off to clean my filthy room and car, get some work done, and possibly go see Jarhead. I've heard that the book was delightful.
For the past few weeks, I've been taking a step back from everything. I was about to burn myself out trying to reach that moment of clarity, that calm before the storm. sorry I have been shady about posting regularly and responding even less so. I've been stressing out abuot school and work so much lately that I almost forgot thta life is what happens when you're busy making other plans. My life was still going on while I became a robot to work on all of my school shit. As for the next few weeks, it will be a little difficult, but I'm not stressing out nearly as much. I have a few projects and papers to get done before I move on to finals, but as always, they will get done.
As for hanging out with everyone, I've been trying to make time. The problem is that ATL is so far away, and when you have class or work almost everyday... it's hard to tear yourself apart from it to commute an hour away for a party. Sadly, I don't think I'm going to be able to make the Christmas party this year either. I'm going to be stuck here, working on school shit for finals. sorry if I sound bitchy, but this type of the year gets me down just a wee bit. I can't go home for thanksgiving or Christmas because my father does not agree with my body mods and is very conservative. I'm not allowed there, all of my friends will be studying and then leaving town here, and I'm going to miss the party there because of fucking school. Fuck this,
my new year's resolution better be awesome, because something's got to give.
My solution for now:
Athens Group
If you live in Georgia, or close enough to come hang out, and want to join our group... just join. I'm really missing the sense of community that I feel everyone else has in this website. The only people that I get to see on a regular basis are faultyliving, RockabillyKid, and BloodySporks, DeviantSheep, and PlatypusAvenger ... and it would be a whole lot more often if we had an event in Athens every once in a wihle.... so. That being said. JOIN
ok, I'm off to clean my filthy room and car, get some work done, and possibly go see Jarhead. I've heard that the book was delightful.
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That said, I can understand the isolations, so drop a line whenever.