thank you for words of encouragment guys..
the boy is still not taking it well.. he said a lot of 'fuckyou's to me today and it made me sad. i hate making people upset but i warned him that i am not a good girlfriend and i hate having a boyfriend and i don't handle being in a relationship well. he told me im just afraid of having someone care for me, which is probably true. i like having friends. it felt like he was depending on me too much. i am not reliable. i can't be depended upon. i'm not a babysitter.
he also told me i have some growing up to do, and i know it. i'm only 19 though.. who gives a fuck? this is the time for me to be selfish and do things that *i* want to do.
oy... have a good night loves.
the boy is still not taking it well.. he said a lot of 'fuckyou's to me today and it made me sad. i hate making people upset but i warned him that i am not a good girlfriend and i hate having a boyfriend and i don't handle being in a relationship well. he told me im just afraid of having someone care for me, which is probably true. i like having friends. it felt like he was depending on me too much. i am not reliable. i can't be depended upon. i'm not a babysitter.
he also told me i have some growing up to do, and i know it. i'm only 19 though.. who gives a fuck? this is the time for me to be selfish and do things that *i* want to do.
oy... have a good night loves.
Your situation seems a lot like how my ex and I were. It took a while but he got over it and we're actually friends now. So yeah.