Hello Everybody...........sorry i suck at keeping this updated............Promise i will get better!!!
So TGIF...........even though it's been a short week for me! So today my boss gave me his tixs to the Bronco Game on Sunday (row 24 which is pretty good)!.........i'm super stoked just due to the fact i have never been to a Bronco Game.........and yes it would be way fresher if they were kicking some ass this year...........but instead they are getting their ass handed to them.............hopefully this will be a good game!! Either way.............the beer that will be pumping through my veins, being outside and yes chilly at a Bronco game will be enough to be stoked on!!! With all this fresh snow i'm looking forward to going riding tomorrow!!!! Santa
brought me a new Down Jacket for Christmas...........so i can't wait to rock it tomorrow!!! I'll be nice and toasty..............which is great since we are going to Breckinfridge!!!
As for Christmas is was a very special one this year just due to the fact that we have a new lil memeber to the Fam............and that is my daughter Cecilia. I'm telling you she is a blessing for sure. Just thinking back to last year around this time.........it was Party Party Party.............little sleep, lots of booze, a puff puff here a puff puff there, pulling all nighters, a sniff here a sniff there (riding that train........high on............) you know the song...............and now i'm back into a CLEAR REALITY of what life should be like. Not high, not drunk, not so sleepy i can't think stright...............but now feeling like i'm ready to take on the world and do my part in life!!! Which at times i'm still trying to figure out my purpose........!!! I do know one thing i have realized the focused i am on my life and not everything else going on around me.............i feel so content with where i am and WHO i am!!!! I have always been Optimistic and at times fearless............which can also be a down fall. I'm taking this week (before the new year) to reflect on who i am and what i can change and come to terms with what i can't!!!! I'm always in a good mood (which i know it's pretty sick) people sometimes like to see you down makes them feel like you REAL...........for the peeps that know me i'm as REAL as can be and stright up on that note..............but i can't seem to grasp "feeling down" (well at least not all the time) i have this little inner voice that i speaks to me and says "pull it together, life is wonderful be thankful for what you have..........even if it's not much and go with that" etc. Sometimes i want to punch the lil voice and tell it i want to be pissed just let me be pissed off for once..............and sure enough i am pissed off for a min..........then comes over my little inner intercom..........."get over yourself........the only thing being pissed off is doing is effecting your attitude...........suck it up and get over it!!!"
sorry to ramble............no wonders i don't write much
But all in all Happy New Years!!!!
And i'm ready for a NEW YEAR 2008 BABY it's hopefully my year!
xoxo hugs xoxo kisses xoxo
In the new year hopefully some NEW SETS!!!!
I still like to smoke the weedy green!!
So TGIF...........even though it's been a short week for me! So today my boss gave me his tixs to the Bronco Game on Sunday (row 24 which is pretty good)!.........i'm super stoked just due to the fact i have never been to a Bronco Game.........and yes it would be way fresher if they were kicking some ass this year...........but instead they are getting their ass handed to them.............hopefully this will be a good game!! Either way.............the beer that will be pumping through my veins, being outside and yes chilly at a Bronco game will be enough to be stoked on!!! With all this fresh snow i'm looking forward to going riding tomorrow!!!! Santa
brought me a new Down Jacket for Christmas...........so i can't wait to rock it tomorrow!!! I'll be nice and toasty..............which is great since we are going to Breckinfridge!!!
As for Christmas is was a very special one this year just due to the fact that we have a new lil memeber to the Fam............and that is my daughter Cecilia. I'm telling you she is a blessing for sure. Just thinking back to last year around this time.........it was Party Party Party.............little sleep, lots of booze, a puff puff here a puff puff there, pulling all nighters, a sniff here a sniff there (riding that train........high on............) you know the song...............and now i'm back into a CLEAR REALITY of what life should be like. Not high, not drunk, not so sleepy i can't think stright...............but now feeling like i'm ready to take on the world and do my part in life!!! Which at times i'm still trying to figure out my purpose........!!! I do know one thing i have realized the focused i am on my life and not everything else going on around me.............i feel so content with where i am and WHO i am!!!! I have always been Optimistic and at times fearless............which can also be a down fall. I'm taking this week (before the new year) to reflect on who i am and what i can change and come to terms with what i can't!!!! I'm always in a good mood (which i know it's pretty sick) people sometimes like to see you down makes them feel like you REAL...........for the peeps that know me i'm as REAL as can be and stright up on that note..............but i can't seem to grasp "feeling down" (well at least not all the time) i have this little inner voice that i speaks to me and says "pull it together, life is wonderful be thankful for what you have..........even if it's not much and go with that" etc. Sometimes i want to punch the lil voice and tell it i want to be pissed just let me be pissed off for once..............and sure enough i am pissed off for a min..........then comes over my little inner intercom..........."get over yourself........the only thing being pissed off is doing is effecting your attitude...........suck it up and get over it!!!"
sorry to ramble............no wonders i don't write much
But all in all Happy New Years!!!!
And i'm ready for a NEW YEAR 2008 BABY it's hopefully my year!
xoxo hugs xoxo kisses xoxo
In the new year hopefully some NEW SETS!!!!
I still like to smoke the weedy green!!
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...what I'm trying to say is that the party girl in you is definitely still there, but you just placed it farther back on your list of priorities, that's all. Right now it's lil Marley, Husband, Family, Friends, then PARTYING. It's still top 5, so you're all good
Have a Happy New Year pal...take care - Rich
P.S. - I am so psyched for you on Sunday...I know the Broncos had a bad year, but I still love them like none other, so cheer loud and proud! They need to win their last game of the year!!!!! GO BRONCOS!!!!!
...just so you know, the saying is "IN-COM-PLETE!" <---you'll understand when you get there