markbousfield

...is having hard time being normal. I feel like I am crumbling at the seams, as though I am disintegrating into everything I never wanted to be because the people/women I meet are not just simple open people. I am losing the edge of me, the bits I was proud of that were real and different because perhaps they were slightly naieve. Instead there is cynicism were relations should be, on my part and theirs. I don't wish for something complicated, only two people with a desire to be happy on their own and with their lot, even if that means waiting for it.

I feel like I'm never going to meet someone who gets the simplicity of happiness because everyone always wants so much more for themselves, trouble is that more rarely makes people happy (I include myself in that sad group).