well i think this is it....as lame as this sounds i think my crew (high school buds) is dead. In high school my biggest fear was that after graduation my friends would all split up and never see each other. It's weird how that didnt happen right away but slowly did eventually. Everyone grew up and got more "adult". You just dont find joy in the same crap you did with your buds as before, Your time is more valuable and your very picky about how you waste/spend it. O well, i still have the faith that with some crazy intervention it could all be fixed but it probably cant. I guess im living in the past. Im drunk and my friend is waiting outside. Still trying to keep the dream alive i guess. Here we go again. laters,
