mariposa

...for the new year.

So

Fucking

Ready.

Washing away some of this past year. I've lost some friends to death. I've lost more friends to the fact that I had a child and am no longer available to party or dance or laugh at the drop of a hat. No one visits me anymore. I love my son. Adore him. In many ways, it's been 9 months of bliss so far. On the flip side, I've never felt so lonely in my life. I'm alone a lot. I feel isolated.

I recently shaved ALL of my body hair off. It felt like a purge.

I'm outgrowing people and certain circumstances and shedding skin.