Monday Aug 11, 2003

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I don't know what to write, I'm alive and taking life a day at a time, kinda hard not to be depressed and want to climb into a bottle and drink myself to sleep every night though, I'm definitely rocking turbulent times up here in pdx. I miss everybody I know in LA that wasn't a fake piece of shit.

I...
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miloryan:

Hey man, shit will be ok. Portland doesn't suck! There is so much to do in this town, specially with the weather this summer. Try a temp service for a job, if they give a shitty job, you can request a new one. If you find one you like, and they like you, you'll most likely will get hired. Anyway I hope a new day brings a new outlook for you. Later, Ryan-

freckle:

woohoo!!!

Monday Jul 21, 2003

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Music, my greatest vice.. I may not be able to remember alot of details about years past, but when I listen to Joy Division's "Closer" the very same record that I listened to on my discman riding the #14 bus down Hawthorne towards downtown to meet her at the square over seven years ago.. it all comes flooding back.

Everything, all of it - the...
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joscelyne:

how the fuck are you?! that journal entry ius like 10 days old.

robin:

i adore your picture.

cracks me up.

:::::brilliant commentary by robin!

Friday Jul 11, 2003

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And I know... I'm indestructible.
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robin:

RAWWWWRR.
and you are right about sg vs friendster.
creep-o-rama

gingerlie:

word

Thursday Jul 10, 2003

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Just like Daniel Ash used to sing..

I'm alive, uh huh, so alive.



doo doo.

trilobyte:

omg I loved that song, it had totallly slipped out of the musical vocabulary... was that him solo or l&r???

ARRR!!! trilo ARRR!!!

timmy:

a doo doo doo
a daa daa daa
that's all I got to say to you

Angst is a true friend. He was there for me when i was laid off from work & he tried to help me get a job. He was their when the bullshit in my life was getting more than i could handle. He was always their to listen. I miss him greatly since he moved but i know i will always be his friend. Angst is a rare find in people. He has a heart of gold.

I am glad to call him friend.

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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The last two weeks have been pretty much the same routine, i'm going out and drinking almost every single night, mostly to take my mind off of the things it should be on, i'm not ready to press forward yet, i'm comfortable in my momentary stasis from the outside world and from shit i'm eventually going to have to cope with...
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jurasic:

you better be there tonight...I got this feeling something great is going to happen...You actually missed on talking to your favorite person...I'm working on that for you~

pdiddy:

wait, you left LA? What happened?

Monday May 26, 2003

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I made it safely back home, I got in Sunday morning at 6am, slept until 3 and then met up with my roomate (who is in town on vacation) and some friends at billy heartbeats at Lloyd center, it was sort of weird not being able to smoke in there (because when I lived here last you could) but it was great seeing a bunch...
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was_nicole:

SWEETIE MONK BOY
I AM COMING TO PORTLAND!!!
see my journal

mia:

update damn you then. yeah......... hi! miao!!

Wednesday May 21, 2003

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I'll give you once, once and one time only to biblically know me, in the back of my go-kart

yeah i'll give you once, once to know completely what others sold discreetly, i'll do it in the dark.

because it's so, so easy, yeah it's so easy to end it now before we even start,

i'll give you once...
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fej:

YOu will be missed down here, but Home is Home...

hollywoodrocks:

good luck man.. and have fun.

Friday May 16, 2003

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Went out to Alice's 21st birthday party, I wish things were different, I had fun I guess, but it was hollow.

Not one to thrust my problems or shadow them on someone's day that is meant to be happy, I played it off like nothing was wrong, and things weren't as bad as they truly are.

I'm completely stressed out, I...
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lesa:

angst - I swear we MUST know each other. Especially if you work with Loudside.

We gots ta party at one of these hook ups.

Hang in there, dude. It gets better.

jason:

come on over to hippie country, the waters fine.

Saturday May 10, 2003

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What a way to kick off the weekend....

Last night I was robbed and the guy stuck a gun to my head, i got to lay down in bushes by the side of a house while he took my wallet, with $600 in it, my car keys, my roomate's cell phone, and $40 in my pocket.

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timmy:

I'd have to say doing all the insurance shit, collecting all my recipts and manuals for all my A/V gear, then getting the police report was my biggest pain.

That and always thinking that all my shit could be gone when I open my front door.

prettyb0y:

When I heard about, I was just shocked that it happened in that area. You did the right thing. Sorry for all your trouble.

Friday May 09, 2003

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I am going to quit girls.

I'm just going to start telling interested girls that "i'm saving myself for Angelina Jolie"
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lkjooy:

i did that too; i've moved on to women

cardcheat:

I'm saving myself for Shakira......or Brittney Murphy. I guess they'll just have to fight over me, huh?