mariekimble

hi! x

The below stuff is what I have already typed and upon arrival I find..
Uhhh..Let me tell you something.
All bullshit aside, because I live (what I think is, see below) a life of the real. I dont have time for the fake, the illusion or any perceptual barrier obscuring the exquisite ache of life. I will never succumb to being numb. That is what I love about you.
This is the friend you get and what I want in return. I have something called a policy of truth. Yeah, yeah, it is not borrowed from Depeche Mode. It is simply as we approach this thing called life and beyond, we will be true. This is the substance of this thing called enlightenment. To know and yes, truth Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water, after enlightenment, chop wood, carry water.
I was never promised that it would be easy, but every time the question is ignored or denied, the person becomes that much more false and society becomes that much more dumb and the problem takes that much more hold.
I cannot explain how or why we crossed paths. I only know that we did and that fact alone is special and I will honor it always.
Gosh, I really not this intense all the time. But hey, what are friends for? PS i am now going to read all your recent posts, so I may be back, perish the thought.

I just read your comments on touch subject. I dont know how or why I missed it, just did. I knew it was something like that though.
Please, if you have a moment, could you give me a reality check on this thread and my comment
I have seen a lot of life but I prefer to stay on this cloud, because it is so peaceful and blissful. I may be in actual denial of life. I was hoping you could lend some perspective. A perspective I have grown to appreciate.



[Edited on Jul 10, 2004 5:37PM]

Ohhhh, I was just teasing.
Love ya' Back.
Do you read my Astro comments?
Really I have just as much problem with my Gemininess as anyone.
Are you having fun yet?
LOL.

"Get's me Hot", what does BTDT mean?
I'm so sheltered.

OK - well some days it all goes back to more than I can rectify.... TOUCHE' good samaritan...

Hey, stopped by to say hi and how you are doing and all.

Have you heard Number9 says something when played backward?
So you know I had to try it.

Much love and may your ex writhe in your happiness.

Life vibrant, in constant bliss, making unbalanced desire irrelevant.

Chi be with you........

I met the woman I used to buy crumpets from in Seattle. We were always cool but not what you would call close.

Im sorry the site is stressing. SOmetimes its like that. There is an extremely high level of innane chatter here these days - don't get me wrong its always been an element of the scene but its gotten way out of controll. It does seem to move in cycles, though.

Anyway be well. I have never seen X but I saw Excene play a show in Athens. She did a very hip acoustic version of "The things we do for love."

be well,

ph

You are the hottness and thanks for your comment in Femenists group. Glad you stuck around!

Have a lovely Blow Something Up Day (general message sent to all my friends)

Celebrate your own Independence!

Sparkle and vanish in such astonishment as the real reason gunpowder was made.

Born to be Wild!

I am so hearted to see your renewed enthusiasm!
Your concerns were very deja vu similar, even though I didnt voice any.
I have had many tuff goings, most recently, and I have yet to muster the ability to speak of it. So, isolated I came across this site looking for an old friend, way of google and found this site. This is the first and only site on the net I have joined. I was attracted to the stay in the know music and culture news. Part of my job is research, so I dont have time or energy to stay in the know, but an information junky must have a finger on the cultural pulse and I know some of these whippier snappers just live for that stuff; so be it.

The other hat I wear is that of an artist. Film, metal sculpture, writing, theater, (my expertise and dabbling) and all that jazz are the real meanings of life. So dabbling I went and found this whole new world of liberating philosophy and real intense human interaction that inspired on a newly discovered level. My faith in humanity restored!

We are the world we make. You just may well get tired of me saying that. But I believe it and live it. When I read your thoughts and saw the flood of real intent and communication, I didnt want to let go of one of the vibrant lights in the night sky. Thank you for coming back.

I look forward to investigating the real phenomenon of life and getting to be real pals. Thanks again for contributing to the experience. I hope I can do the same. Take care.


[Edited on Jul 04, 2004 11:05PM]

The fireworks in HB were totally limp. They couldn't get them up -- literally. They weren't very high in the air. I was about 3 miles from the pier. I sat on the beach with an unfettered view and felt like I was 20 or 30 miles away from them. It got boring. I decided to leave, and when I turned around I saw another fireworks show on the north end of the beach -- a long ways a way. It was probably somewhere in Long Beach, but it could have been further north. The view was no different than the HB fireworks that were so close. It was a total let down.

I like your journal comment.

The thing I find most peculiar about this site is how some women view trying to "go pink" as some sort of validation of themselves personally, or worse, being rejected as an SG means they aren't good enough. I've heard tales of women asking for advice from SGs and getting snotty answers like they were rejected because they just "don't have what it takes." What a bunch of horseshit.

I sometimes wonder why people still cling to the old schoolyard pecking orders. I think the only reason anyone should ever do nude pics or post nude pics is for their own pleasure. Doing it for any other reason, especially a desire to receive personal validation or trying to achieve higher status, is just stupid.

hope it's ok if i comment. i know u don't know me but, i think maybe your blues today turned out pretty well after all, no?

Long live women!

There's a lot of people on this site who take themselves wayyyy too seriously. Also, this site isn't immune from the usual Internet nonsense of people ganging up and acting like bullies, flaming, etc.

Don't let them get you down ... as you poke around you'll find people that you feel are worth chatting with.

I posted my response in the feminist group

stick around and share your views w/ the others here. if you arent even here, who will be here to tell them your side?

...you are married to steve martin?

it's probably the recent break up. that always brings things back from the past.
welcome to sg.