mariah

last night, aaron asked me to be his girlfriend. i asked him if he's sure that that is what he really wants and he said yes. he said that he realizes that he hasn't been fair to me and that he loves me and want's to make it up to me. i'm very happy. i only hope that, if this isn't meant to be, we will have reached a mutual understanding. we promised each other that, no matter what our status, we'll always be in each others' lives. so i want him to be around for awhile. i hope this whole thing turns out ok because i love him so much.