Hey there..

I'm not sure how to start this blog so I'll get straight to the point.. I have new sets coming up!

I know I have said this three times before and I never sent anything to MR but this time I did them with staff photographers so they are definitely coming!

So.. I'll be coming back to MR in 2015! Haven't visited since my first set in 2012 so I am very excited.

I came home (Chile) for vacation and within a couple of days I got together with @frani to shoot.

She's such a sweetheart! It's the first time we have shoot together but I've known her from before and she's soooo adorable! It didn't come as a surprise that it would be a great experience. <3

We did it in my friends house, he has a very adorable, girly, pastel room with a bunch of Living Dead Dolls. If you know me you probably are aware about my doll obsession! One of the dolls he has is the bride of monster (Frankenstein) and since I have a monster tattoo I tried to make a romance in between the two.

This is the outfit I chose

And here are some previews and backstage photos.

I think the set looks very adorable and girly.

Today we did a set with @paloma and I wanted to do something different. I either feel sexy in vintage lingerie and ruffles or with a darker more goth ish look. I've been avoiding that look because I feel Suicide Girls prefers a softer feel to the sets.. However in real life it is a lot more likely that you will find me dressed in black transparency, chokers and goth platforms than pastel colors so I wanted to finally embrace that but lower the tone down a bit for it to fit SG standars.

I asked another friend for his room because he has A LOT of Dr. Martins! He is soo obsessed with them! I fixed the wall where he keeps them, added some of his bondage wear, chains, skulls and a mirror to create the scene.

It ended up looking like this,

I personally LOVE it!

I don't have any previews yet but I took a selfie with my friend before shooting it, in the picture you can also see the outfit I was wearing.

I have high hopes for this set! I hope you guys will enjoy it as much as I did making it!

On another note I got a new tattoo! and I am in love!

It looks so gorgeous! But.. I realized I'm a coward! hahah.. I have never ever EVER! suffered while getting a tattoo before. Sure, I have felt pain but nothing out of this world until I decided getting my ribs done was a good idea... Even when I got my sphinx cat it wasn't too bad! Oh well.. I had to split a 4hr tattoo into two 2 hr session cause I chickened out and was too scared I couldn't handle getting all of it at once. So painful! I won't act all tough and stuff.. that shit HURTS! :'(

Totally worth it though. :3

This saturday I'll be flying back to New York.

I had fun home, I had some nice surprises and a few tough learning experiences about people and friends.. but I'm going back a tiny itty bit tougher and a lot more motivated!

Can't wait to go back to school again on top of starting some little personal projects at the same time that are waiting for my arrival.

I realized how much I like New York better than Santiago.. even though there is a lot of things I dislike up there.. people won't normally judge you for the way you choose to present yourself in your daily life and everything is faster which I prefer since it pushes me to go forward.

I realized how much I needed to leave my hometown. I have grown and changed so much during the year and a half I've been gone. I have made a lot of mistakes but grew and learned so much from them. Even though my parents have been a great support system through it all and I can't thank them enough for it, reaching my lowest in a country far away from home was very though on me. I didn't think I could make it through but now that I did and am much better I feel like I can accomplish anything if I put my heart and soul to it.

I need to improve so much more as an artist and a person but I am pleased with what I've accomplished and matured far, I think I am going the right way. I am more determined than ever to follow my dreams as hard as I can.

Ok.. enough for the "year and a half away insight" :P

I'll leave you with Tokyo Ghoul opening song cause I can't get it out of my head for some reason!

I wish they would release all the second season at once! I can't deal with this week to week thing! Hence why I always watch animes after they're finished.. Oh well.

MUAC.