maquiladora

Remind me to quit smoking for the New Year.

Sorry for not updating more! I'm terrible with journals.
Life is proceeding cautiously. Some old bad habits are trying to return to me but so far I'm being good.
I have put on a ridiculous amount of weight though.
Nooo shall not think like that. Bad Caroline. *slaps wrist*
In a permanent state of near-breakdown coz of the pre-Christmas rush at work. Retail jobs are fun this time of year. Need to see my doctor and get various pills off him- I haven't taken anti-depressants since before I cut my hair off, and I always start slipping during winter.
I've been drinking and smoking way too much. I dread to think how my bank balance is doing. *cries*

My hair is quite long! Now I'm thinking about cutting it again. Actually, my boyfriend would cry, so I won't.



I'm going greyer by the day. Never mind. I think it's quirky. Or something.

SMILE INANELY.

Chin up, and all that. Peace and love. xoxo