I saw a girl today who reminded me of a girl I knew a long time ago. She radiated innocence, a good Christian girl with a smart head on her shoulders. I was stricken with a kind of love I haven't experienced since I was a teenager. The past few years I've spent on this little experiment in personal growth haven't been wasted. I have a fairly good idea of who I am and what I need to do to become who I want to be. The literal meaning of repent is "to turn around", I think I'm ready to do this. Trade in all this wisdom I've gained for the innocence I lost years ago. I'm fairly taken aback by these developments. It's not what I pictured...this direction. It never gets easier but I think this ox in the fields has something to set his eyes upon now. It'll be fun...
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