manslament

So, last weekend... Valentine's weekend my friends and I went on an amazing adventure down the California coast. We decided to go with out much planning, only a general idea of places we wanted to see. We definately couldn't pass up the monterey bay aquarium/cannery row, so we drove that direction first.
We left Stockton late that Saturday so we stayed in Salida, the room...
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So I'm begining to pack my things to move onto the house with one of my friends... no more trailer!!! YAY! It's a little hard because my one friend Mary, is leaving to Seattle, and it's her room I'm filling. I just don't know how the dynamics will work out. And to be honest I'm just a little scared of the comparison. She is a...
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Three days after my last post I dumped the Leach,

he said that I'd always come second to his friends and that my friends were bitches.

ugh... boys!

Not sure why I always wait so long to post.

Anyways, I went to my first gay bar last night, it was much fun. It's called Paradise Club, if you'd know. I danced all night with one of my best friends, she got wasted and I had one drink. I didn't have to worry about getting hit on by sleazy guys, it was great!!! But...
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Hmmm, it's been about two months now.
Here is a short summary of the pertinant events.

I was living with my Uncle and now I'm living with my Mom again. Got kicked out by my mom then by my aunt, but she's a bitch. My poor uncle! So I left post haste and now I live out in the trailer in the backyard, and truthfully...
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I had fun on my birthday. I just kinda went with the flow.

I went to work and my uncle got me a cake and taco bell, gave me a card and all that jazz. I went home and my family and i went to Stockton Joes. After that I had some friends over and we went swimming at night, which was soooooo nice since...
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My 21st birthday is 2 days away. I'm not sure what I should do.

Should I venture towards the city, or stay here in Stockton, or do nothing at all?

I could go to Santa Cruz and spend it with my grandparents but I have a feeling that all they'd be talking about is my cousin's wedding and I would end up being their DD...
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I'm back in Stockton!!!



(for those of you that didn't know I was habitating in Wallace for about three months)

Someone employ me! Plz?!