manmademadness

How can I take pictures of homeless people when they are all dying of hypothermia? I mean yeah, Dead bodies are cool, but they just won't pose for me like the crackheads do. You can get a lot for a cigarette. This is beat. Why do all the spaniards mention loco when they see me? I haven't been colorful in years, and they still remember "cabeza de lechuga " No matter how much I hide people still remember me. Back in the day, I didn't notice the dirty looks. growing old sucks. People used to see me and laugh, now they see me and sneer. What the fuck?! just because i'm a few years older people expect me to conform? what the fuck?! I could get away with so much more when I was younger...
Now people think I'm a fucking fairy or something...
now that I can see the world more clearly, it's getting harder and harder not to let it shape me. I remembered who I was recently, I guess I'll go dye my hair. Wish me luck. I hope I don't get fired.