My last two weeks in a nutshell -
10/29 - The 'Break-in" resulting in loss of security, feelings of violation, anxiety left and right for the safety of my family and of course A[1/one/uno] piece personal property/doubled with the absence of 'mother/carnival duties' shift relief alloting for extended concrete gym floor/knee contact and exposed buttcrack/'unnatural/hell's child inked design viewing by all the 'good/proper' mothers who of course would never been caught wearing jeans cut just below the hips [side note ladies, I am so sorry. My Charter House cotton pleated front elastic back waist navy blue pants with tapered cuffed legs was at the cleaners being laundered.]
10/30 - The arrival of a friend who was technically a stranger in a physical sense. This person was moving here to San Diego. I invited them to stay with us until a proper setting was obtained by them to stay. Now no matter what the situation is or how much you know this person - when someone stays with you......even family.....it can be hard for all parties involved. The guest always feels as it they are intruding or the host feels as if they are not comfortable enough or that they must entertain...etc. Anytime an element out of the normal routine is present, stress is to follow...no matter the situation.
11/1 - A 'family' member and his wife arrived for a convention and was staying with another couple in our beach house up north. I needed to make arrangements to make them comfortable as well. Plus they wanted us to visit which was not minded and really expected as usual however - given the 'break-in' safety thing - plus the factor of taking time off of work and traveling up there and back......well - we just thought it best to stay home. And we did not want to leave our other guest home alone feeling 'weird' you know. Basically- we didn't mind the excuse.
11/4 - THE PLUMBING ISSUE - well anytime you have to do dishes in your bathroom tub - it sucks. We had a leak coming in and out from a location within the walls. Therefore - we needed to find a plummer that was not going to 'charge' us since we are basically so low on funds....it is pathetic. When it rains it pours. So So So - we start off with trying to fix it ourselves. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA - stress, please.....I am a little low on it here! FUCK.
******This is just a side note for additional enviroment support in our situation - we have a three and a half year old - who is going through potty training - I just wanted to add that in.******
11/6 - The mother in law really wants to see our son and wants him to visit up north. Now there are some on going family issues that have and will not be explained here and we have decided that he is not to visit there home until issues are worked out. After conversations on the phone.....she is upset which just adds a little more shit to the pile.
11/7 - The 'unexpected' visitor who really is just a pest!!!!!! Since we have had so much rain here lately in SD, little critters have been looking for drier location to dwell. AND AND AND since we have had plumbing issues we have been going under our home in the crawl spot to assess our leaks and whatnots - welllllllllll long story short - we should have closed the opening to the area when we would go under - so now there is a mouse. Small one really and more then likely would not hurt a fly but but but still just fucking NASTY! So we have a guest in our back room that now has a roommate - POOR guy!
11/8 - the other 'unexpected' visiter who is just as much a pest as the mouse. (just kidding!) My mother in law decides that she just can not go any longer with out seeing our son and is going to come down to stay for the week. GREAT! I bit myself in the ass with that one since I had told her that she was more than welcomed to come stay with us to visit him - he just could not go there. GREAT - so now I have to kick out the other guest we have who is new to the area and basically just more than likely overwhelmed by everything. He is set up at the local hostal and I am just hoping that he is comfortable there. She arrives late and well - enough said. Plumbing issue just gets worst.
11/9 - M-I-L is now disgusted with our home since she is right - the house is a mess, there is a mouse sleeping somewhere in the back (we thought we had gotten it out)and she thinks this is no place for our son to be no matter the family issues going on and we agree as well - she leaves taking our son with her which is for us - some relief on the pressure/stress we have going on.
11/10 - information reveals itself on who is possibly the 'thief' on the moniter from the following Friday and unfortunately it is my friend. Reasons aside - it was still wrong. Now I must figure out what to do and how to handle this situation. I call her and she comes over. I confront her without accusing her outright of the 'crime' of which she eventually comes clean. I am not mad at her really and I do not think bad of it but I do for it made me fear the safety of my son....which no one no matter the reasons should ever do to someone - especially me. I could careless about what anyone does to me....just do not ever fuck with the safety of my family....ever. I do not take kindly to that what so ever. All in all - yes I do get my moniter back.
11/12 - Our friend who is the premier artist at the SD food and wine festival arrives with about four truckloads of equipment and only a corolla to tote it. So for the next few days - we are fucked. We also find a guy who is willing to help us with the plumbing 'free' for now that helps us get our kitchen somewhat back in order. I still have to work in the back office dwealing with the mouse who is just fucking a sneaky fucker. I scares the shit out of me CUZ once again - we thought we got it out of the room but it keeps getting back in. WHAT THE FUCK!
11/13 - Artist friend finalizes her stuff and hauls it back up north. Sunday night we rest.
11/14 - I am playing catch up on many things plus I am going to be a supportive person and go watch a kid perform tonight up at UCSD. BUT I am tired and I miss my son. My throat is acting up again and I have finally made the appointment with the specialist. I am so terrified though to find out what it actually is. I am scared.
Stress needed here - please - can I have another?
I love my guy. That makes me happy. I think he is the only reason I get through all of this.
especially when he smiles. I saw it yesterday. It was nice.
10/29 - The 'Break-in" resulting in loss of security, feelings of violation, anxiety left and right for the safety of my family and of course A[1/one/uno] piece personal property/doubled with the absence of 'mother/carnival duties' shift relief alloting for extended concrete gym floor/knee contact and exposed buttcrack/'unnatural/hell's child inked design viewing by all the 'good/proper' mothers who of course would never been caught wearing jeans cut just below the hips [side note ladies, I am so sorry. My Charter House cotton pleated front elastic back waist navy blue pants with tapered cuffed legs was at the cleaners being laundered.]
10/30 - The arrival of a friend who was technically a stranger in a physical sense. This person was moving here to San Diego. I invited them to stay with us until a proper setting was obtained by them to stay. Now no matter what the situation is or how much you know this person - when someone stays with you......even family.....it can be hard for all parties involved. The guest always feels as it they are intruding or the host feels as if they are not comfortable enough or that they must entertain...etc. Anytime an element out of the normal routine is present, stress is to follow...no matter the situation.
11/1 - A 'family' member and his wife arrived for a convention and was staying with another couple in our beach house up north. I needed to make arrangements to make them comfortable as well. Plus they wanted us to visit which was not minded and really expected as usual however - given the 'break-in' safety thing - plus the factor of taking time off of work and traveling up there and back......well - we just thought it best to stay home. And we did not want to leave our other guest home alone feeling 'weird' you know. Basically- we didn't mind the excuse.
11/4 - THE PLUMBING ISSUE - well anytime you have to do dishes in your bathroom tub - it sucks. We had a leak coming in and out from a location within the walls. Therefore - we needed to find a plummer that was not going to 'charge' us since we are basically so low on funds....it is pathetic. When it rains it pours. So So So - we start off with trying to fix it ourselves. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA - stress, please.....I am a little low on it here! FUCK.
******This is just a side note for additional enviroment support in our situation - we have a three and a half year old - who is going through potty training - I just wanted to add that in.******
11/6 - The mother in law really wants to see our son and wants him to visit up north. Now there are some on going family issues that have and will not be explained here and we have decided that he is not to visit there home until issues are worked out. After conversations on the phone.....she is upset which just adds a little more shit to the pile.
11/7 - The 'unexpected' visitor who really is just a pest!!!!!! Since we have had so much rain here lately in SD, little critters have been looking for drier location to dwell. AND AND AND since we have had plumbing issues we have been going under our home in the crawl spot to assess our leaks and whatnots - welllllllllll long story short - we should have closed the opening to the area when we would go under - so now there is a mouse. Small one really and more then likely would not hurt a fly but but but still just fucking NASTY! So we have a guest in our back room that now has a roommate - POOR guy!
11/8 - the other 'unexpected' visiter who is just as much a pest as the mouse. (just kidding!) My mother in law decides that she just can not go any longer with out seeing our son and is going to come down to stay for the week. GREAT! I bit myself in the ass with that one since I had told her that she was more than welcomed to come stay with us to visit him - he just could not go there. GREAT - so now I have to kick out the other guest we have who is new to the area and basically just more than likely overwhelmed by everything. He is set up at the local hostal and I am just hoping that he is comfortable there. She arrives late and well - enough said. Plumbing issue just gets worst.
11/9 - M-I-L is now disgusted with our home since she is right - the house is a mess, there is a mouse sleeping somewhere in the back (we thought we had gotten it out)and she thinks this is no place for our son to be no matter the family issues going on and we agree as well - she leaves taking our son with her which is for us - some relief on the pressure/stress we have going on.
11/10 - information reveals itself on who is possibly the 'thief' on the moniter from the following Friday and unfortunately it is my friend. Reasons aside - it was still wrong. Now I must figure out what to do and how to handle this situation. I call her and she comes over. I confront her without accusing her outright of the 'crime' of which she eventually comes clean. I am not mad at her really and I do not think bad of it but I do for it made me fear the safety of my son....which no one no matter the reasons should ever do to someone - especially me. I could careless about what anyone does to me....just do not ever fuck with the safety of my family....ever. I do not take kindly to that what so ever. All in all - yes I do get my moniter back.
11/12 - Our friend who is the premier artist at the SD food and wine festival arrives with about four truckloads of equipment and only a corolla to tote it. So for the next few days - we are fucked. We also find a guy who is willing to help us with the plumbing 'free' for now that helps us get our kitchen somewhat back in order. I still have to work in the back office dwealing with the mouse who is just fucking a sneaky fucker. I scares the shit out of me CUZ once again - we thought we got it out of the room but it keeps getting back in. WHAT THE FUCK!
11/13 - Artist friend finalizes her stuff and hauls it back up north. Sunday night we rest.
11/14 - I am playing catch up on many things plus I am going to be a supportive person and go watch a kid perform tonight up at UCSD. BUT I am tired and I miss my son. My throat is acting up again and I have finally made the appointment with the specialist. I am so terrified though to find out what it actually is. I am scared.
Stress needed here - please - can I have another?
I love my guy. That makes me happy. I think he is the only reason I get through all of this.
especially when he smiles. I saw it yesterday. It was nice.
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richard_:
Hello....hello... there foxy foxy. Sorry to hear about the theft! So have you chopped off her sticky hands yet?
lexncali:
Put a cap in her ass. Love Lex 