manic_____

Saturday night and most people are outside, drinking and enjoying
life. I am inside, hurting like hell and looking out at rain, sky
turning black and explosions of fire. Last night was the first night
back in a week. Managed to stay in different places each night,
Oxford, Leeds, Manchester, Amsterdam and a place called home. I am
glad to be here Getting back in touch with a certain person who
almost slipped away.

Now, Suicidegirls, I have lost Xume before I got to write down here
details. I knew she was going and now she has gone. If anyone has the
Hotmail address that she posted I would so much love to have it
Please, please

Got weak and bought "Lost In Translation" on DVD :0 and download F-911
for future viewing pleasure. Nervously awaiting how the US will vote.
Spent most of the week with Americans, none of whom vote for Bush, but
would only chose Kerry in spite. What is the world about. Work is
needing some change, before it changes for me...