4 am and I'm wide awake again so what am I doing? updating my profile on suicide girls, weird.
I've been fucking up at school, I got so bummed out when I realized I was doing so bad in calculus, and it seems like my entire mood towards this semester seemed to go into the gutter at once. I need to get my shit together quick, I need to keep my gpa up.
on another note, met a girl, sort of. we were talking forever, hung out, and it was great. so we ended up hanging out for 2 days straight. big kiss goodbye ensued and talked about how I cant wait to see you soon. and of course, couldn't get in touch with her via phone and she didn't respond on aim/facebook/the usual crap. now if this was just a "hey lets have a good weekend and walk away" sort of thing, great, just tell me that. but I liked this one a lot. sweet, cosmetologist, glasses, 1" ears, tattoos, short, petite, and a personality that meshed perfectly with mine.
but apparently I'm not that lucky..