i want a better job, i want to live some where else. i want a new car. it's not that things aren't okay. nothing is really broken. it's just not really what i want anymore. everything in my life started off as a means to "get by". i'm tired of just getting by. i need some more money so i can get training in SOMETHING so i can get a better paying job, and thus buy a better car and get my own place. but there is no magical money tree, so i have a feeling i'm gonna be stuck in this for awhile. i'll probably be in this same position, wheter or not the specific factors change, until/if i get married, and even then he's gonna have to make SOME money.
blargh.
i've been spending all my time alone. watching a lot of tv shows on my computer. i'm okay. really. i just want to be alone for the most part for awhile.
i hope you are all doing well.
blargh.
i've been spending all my time alone. watching a lot of tv shows on my computer. i'm okay. really. i just want to be alone for the most part for awhile.
i hope you are all doing well.
lostjohny:
alone? uh oh. what happened to the boy? i particularly don't like alone....it sucks. as for the money, i hear ya' it took me almost 2 years to get to the point where i might make more money. i would start stripping, but my boobs are too hairy. 
cheer up kiddo! if you can make it, the CNY party is in the atl this sat. love to see you again!
cheer up kiddo! if you can make it, the CNY party is in the atl this sat. love to see you again!