TGIF! But not really, i have to work tomorrow. Yech. A full day, too, on regular pay. The sacrifices made for a 4 day weekend on the holiday.
The world is strange lately. I know that I'm feeling all funky, my energy flow is all kinds of messed up. I'm thinking of going to see my master for a treatment, get my chakras aligned again. I've been doing self treatments everynight, like she told us to, but a level 2 attunment opens you up to THOUSANDS more energies than you're open to on level 1, which is hundreds more than a nonattuned person. It gets to me sometimes. I walk into a room and I'm just overwhelmed by the auras, the energy surrounding me. People's fields just reach out to me, i can feel myself giving energy even when i don't try, and when i do try sometimes the level of connectivity is so powerful and immediate that it's almost frightening.
In short? My energy flow is so greatly increased that I'm having a hard time handling it. It's bringing up old things for me that i had thought i'd delt with long ago, that i was good with but really i had just buried. (I haven't thought this much about Rick in a long time. I never went to therapy like i was supposed to O_o Sometimes I wake up in a panic, thinking he's coming after me again. Ick.)
I guess that wasn't really "in short."
Brian is on his way to Argentina. for 4 months. I miss knowing he's close already. My UE buddy
okay. Bed now. With Jason. Who's also all kinds of depressed lately. We're such a mess >_<
The world is strange lately. I know that I'm feeling all funky, my energy flow is all kinds of messed up. I'm thinking of going to see my master for a treatment, get my chakras aligned again. I've been doing self treatments everynight, like she told us to, but a level 2 attunment opens you up to THOUSANDS more energies than you're open to on level 1, which is hundreds more than a nonattuned person. It gets to me sometimes. I walk into a room and I'm just overwhelmed by the auras, the energy surrounding me. People's fields just reach out to me, i can feel myself giving energy even when i don't try, and when i do try sometimes the level of connectivity is so powerful and immediate that it's almost frightening.
In short? My energy flow is so greatly increased that I'm having a hard time handling it. It's bringing up old things for me that i had thought i'd delt with long ago, that i was good with but really i had just buried. (I haven't thought this much about Rick in a long time. I never went to therapy like i was supposed to O_o Sometimes I wake up in a panic, thinking he's coming after me again. Ick.)
I guess that wasn't really "in short."
Brian is on his way to Argentina. for 4 months. I miss knowing he's close already. My UE buddy
okay. Bed now. With Jason. Who's also all kinds of depressed lately. We're such a mess >_<