mandabear

Oh my god its been so long!!

Managed to crash some cars,
Do some drugs,
have some drinks,
make and lose some friends in recent years.

Whats the $%#@ is up SG!!

Arg!

So a swarm of bees decided my shed would make the cutest nest.

And now they have colonized it



So I go out to have an epic battle with these bees,

I brought bleach bug spray and the garden hose.
To no avail.


I fought off the bees for a good 30 min.

I just couldn't kill them all.

But the Good news was I...
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It's Been while Since I have Been On Here.

Not Too Much Has Been Up.

Nope, not a lot at all.

So you won't belive it,


that new car of mine,

its totaled.




A drunk mexican runs into me and another drives up grabs him and takes off.
His truck is hotwired and smells like booze.

I hate this.

After two car accidents, I finally got a new car (neither accident being my fault)

It's good to be mobile again

finaally over my illnesses.

Blah working on getting a new car and im driving a truck in the mean time, (crashed 2 cars neither accident was my fault. Someone ran a red light 1st and totaled that car then someone hydroplaned infront of me turning sideways on the freeway lame)

Hopefully I will get a convertable shortly and it's almost summer in cali woot!

Had...
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Blah Chicken pox are no fun at all.

To go on top of them I also had strep throat

All and all its been a shitty 2 weeks. Since I couldn't go to work, I'm broke.

I was recently in 2 car accidents and I am finaly being paid for the first one.

That money wil go towards a new car(finaly mobile again!)

Blah.

I'm...
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Still thinking of ideas for my first set.



Everything must be perfect...


A couple good ones come to mind but I have to question the originality...


Something ought to pop into my head one of the days...


So im just waiting for that right bright Idea.

I have a shot!!

Im so happy but now comes the hard part.

Hope your all still rooting for me

It's only been one day,


I know it could take awhile but I think I'll have butterflies until I find out if they will at least let me try and be a suicide girl.

Thanks everyone who belives in me you guys fucking rock.

*fingers still crossed*

I have always wanted to be a suicide girl, it a long term dream.

Just submitted an application so fingers crossed.




Damn I'm nervous.



Heres hoping