mamabunny

I fell.
in love. once again. i FUCKED up. god, even knowing, even known that it does nothing but BRING YOU DOWN. I'll keep myself now. guarded.(where you are and will forever be you dumb boy.) and i'll refuse to wait. Is that the problem? I'm just glad i never dropped the 'L' bomb.


Wait, weighted, waiting.

oh for fucksake. 'if' he only knew. As good as i am, i'll never be good enough. I called you the wrong name, in my head, so many times. if you only knew. and6
if you only knew, i could hear you cryin in the bathroom, clear your throat, and step outside and back into your baracade, like every other boy who has stepped inside my fucking life.
You cant fucking put me up your nose, or in your veins. You can put yourself inside me, and inside me and outside me and around me and i WONT be powder, you fucking stupid boy.
I'll watch the man create, and be IN love. and i'll sleep with a smile.


I'M NOT ENOUGH TO CHANGE YOU.


satisfy ( P ) Pronunciation Key (sts-f)
v. satisfied, satisfying, satisfies
v. tr.
To gratify the need, desire, or expectation of.
To fulfill (a need or desire).

To free from doubt or question; assure.
To get rid of (a doubt or question); dispel.

To discharge (a debt or obligation, for example) in full.
To discharge an obligation to (a creditor).
To conform to the requirements of (a standard or rule); be sufficient to (an end).
To make reparation for; redress.
Mathematics. To make the left and right sides of an equation equal after substituting equivalent quantities for the unknown variables in the equation.

v. intr.
To be sufficient or adequate.
To give satisfaction.