mamabunny

Im going to die in the blue sparkle tonight
im surprised the folk boy hasnt caught on
its a trend you see
leaving all the poison in the belly
ive often thought
i'll write something great one day
one day
and you'll change youre mind
away from all the smoke you see
and run
away from me
away from always wanting to die

i thought this was growing up
i gave you me
and you gave me you
and all the trees on top 7 thousand
on top of that lake
i said i love you
and i let the pills go
i let all the green out of my life
happy right
happy supposed to be happy right

theres always red flags baby
always a charm to match your flame
i havent grown up
just see the world with different eyes
i spit it out
fell on my palms
and i choked it back down

you can change
and forget
and not do
and un-do
and remake
put pictures in glass and smile
and the bullet becomes a marble
youre only as independent as the lonliness you feel.


this is pretty much how i feel. exactly. and i dont know wtf to do. make it go away. And maybe it dont make any sense but to me. BAH

i need a hug from Curt now