Urrgghhh!!!
So I'm going to be up all night - it's my turn to pull the night shift in the granny care workweek. Granny was being a pain in the ass - demanding special soup, complaining about her hot tea, and generally driving me nuts.
FINALLY I get her back to her room and to bed about 1 a.m. I've been up since about 6 this morning, so I'm not what you'd call bright eyed and bushy tailed. Nevertheless, I sat down in front of this here computer, intending to get at least another chapter done in my book. I'm SO CLOSE to being finished I can almost taste it.
I sat here staring at where I had left off - and nothing came. NOTHING. Even jacked up on caffeine and Phentermine - not a damn thing. I watched the cursor blink and blink until it started to feel like it was accusing me - and then finally gave up in frustration.
Writer's block sucks.
So here I am - surfing SG and feeling guilty for being creatively uninspired.
And I am most definately WIDE AWAKE.
*brief update* (Jan 05 12:19 a.m.)
Wow - I really sounded like a bitch there about granny. It was the caffeine and the sleep deprivation I guess.
I'm just really tired from all this - I'm on a really messed up sleep schedule - 20 hours up, 4 hours sleep....16 hours up....5 hours sleep.....
I'm a little loopy.
On a lighter note - I just bought a camera phone and I'm having fun with it!
New toys rule
So I'm going to be up all night - it's my turn to pull the night shift in the granny care workweek. Granny was being a pain in the ass - demanding special soup, complaining about her hot tea, and generally driving me nuts.
FINALLY I get her back to her room and to bed about 1 a.m. I've been up since about 6 this morning, so I'm not what you'd call bright eyed and bushy tailed. Nevertheless, I sat down in front of this here computer, intending to get at least another chapter done in my book. I'm SO CLOSE to being finished I can almost taste it.
I sat here staring at where I had left off - and nothing came. NOTHING. Even jacked up on caffeine and Phentermine - not a damn thing. I watched the cursor blink and blink until it started to feel like it was accusing me - and then finally gave up in frustration.
Writer's block sucks.
So here I am - surfing SG and feeling guilty for being creatively uninspired.
And I am most definately WIDE AWAKE.
*brief update* (Jan 05 12:19 a.m.)
Wow - I really sounded like a bitch there about granny. It was the caffeine and the sleep deprivation I guess.
I'm just really tired from all this - I'm on a really messed up sleep schedule - 20 hours up, 4 hours sleep....16 hours up....5 hours sleep.....
I'm a little loopy.
On a lighter note - I just bought a camera phone and I'm having fun with it!
New toys rule
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Not sure what else to say...um. Nighty-night.
I'd love to move to Chicago. But its an expensive city and I'd need to know I had a good job before making that leap. Maybe someday...
That pretty much sounds like what my promotions manager job will be. With a little bit of general manager thrown in, as well as photographer. I shot their band publicity photos before Christmas and they turned out pretty well. They are online somewhere, I think, if the website is working.
I like the new profile pic.
[Edited on Jan 05, 2005 4:35PM]