malleusmalefic

Today is my birthday. i am 27. I feel old.

i moved. I live in Roseville, CA now.

hmm... so it seems to me that i can be a bit overly negative. i dont want to sound like that.

all in all my life is improving... like i have a new car (well new to me), a 99 dodge intrepid with only 70,000 miles for 7k. That my friends was a good deal. i truely missed having a nice big car.

i spent...
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pft. what more can i say. too many bills, not enough bling-bling. i have skillz, why do i have no options? hmm... looks like chico will happen next spring. Too many things happened to allow me to go this fall. That's cool. i am not devastated... just a little sad.

so yeah... my scholastic goals keep changing... but i think i know what i want....
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i am back. Muahahahaha.

i registered for the last three junior college classes i should ever have to take. i should have an AA by summer.

i applied to CSU Chico for the fall term. i think i will be there for the next two years. i am happy with what i think they have to offer.

i am currently undeclared in my major. i will probably make it...
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Who am i to think of my self as priest or prophet. i bring no words of wisdom to the weary...or succor to the wounded. i bring strife to confuse the swordarm, and poison to rub upon their open wounds.

Why do i think myself a sage. I do not share the wisdom of the ages...or create works of thoughtful wonder. i hoard my knowledge...
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hmm...wow...i feel neglected.

or abandoned?

or something like that.

i wish i had more to offer than just my heart.

so...more paintball today. It was quite awesome...we had 18 people out and about. The terrain wasnt my favorite...it was too open...and the cover we did have was very high, and narrow, felt more like urban combat than the forested combat i prefer. Nice change anyway.

i also spent over 6 hours playing FFXI tonight. I joined a static XP party, that only meets once a...
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Someone wants an update. Ok.

Dont give your shrimp to bums. They dont deserve it.

i am playing paintball on saturday. My marker was litterally dusty. *sigh*

i havent been able to go running in over a week. I am dying to start again, as soon as my lungs fully clear up.

i hate making a budget...and still not being able to pay for everything...
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I went to a show tonight. Yes, sadly, this is a big deal for me. I left the house, and i dare say i looked good, and got some much needed human excitement.

As big of a surprise as it seems to be to everyone who knows me...i do actually like music. I even like hardcore. I dont like the screaming so much, but i...
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