makebelieve

So I'm jealous. Everyone's putting up pictures of their new ink. I can't even put gas in my car.

So I quit my job and went back to Ingles. Start back tomorrow actually. The money at Earth Fare was shit, and they wanted me to basically do a managers job for 9 an hour. Fuck that. Money is better at Ingles.

I've been drinking too much lately. That is where all my money goes. I'm pretty depressed about that.

Oh and I've fallen in love. And it's mutual, very much so. I've never had something like this before. Yet, there is no relationship. I dunno. Neither one of us are ready for that, it scares the piss outta me. So I am scared of getting hurt. Because he's hurt me before. A lot. Sound familiar? Argh. I'm pretty scared of it. But I wasn't in love with him before. And he definitely never was with me either. We spend every freakin moment together. I'm never home. I miss him like crazy right now.

I hate being in love. But the incredible sex helps.

we're cute.