I'm goin to the beach! I decided I wanted to spend some time with my parents and see Heather and her baby! Bout a 6 hour drive but what the hell, I used to drive 8 to TN to see Chris all the time and this will be more fun because people actually WANT me to come visit! Well, I THINK he wanted me to come visit at the time, sure as hell acted like it. But who knows.
So I'm starting to think it HAS to be me, because Andy used to pull the disappearing act on me all the time before we got together again. NOT going to repeat that pattern but really, it must be me! TOO much of a coincidence that guys can't just say goodbye to me, or whatever they have to do, but they just disappear and ignore me for all eternity, until one day, out of fucking nowhere, they pop back in and say "hey! I kicked my adderall habit!" or "hey! I kicked my compulsive lying habit!" or alcohol whatever it is. ahh well!
I was very sad today. Hopefully, I'll get to reverse this depression with some sun and fun and family and friends.
So I'm starting to think it HAS to be me, because Andy used to pull the disappearing act on me all the time before we got together again. NOT going to repeat that pattern but really, it must be me! TOO much of a coincidence that guys can't just say goodbye to me, or whatever they have to do, but they just disappear and ignore me for all eternity, until one day, out of fucking nowhere, they pop back in and say "hey! I kicked my adderall habit!" or "hey! I kicked my compulsive lying habit!" or alcohol whatever it is. ahh well!
I was very sad today. Hopefully, I'll get to reverse this depression with some sun and fun and family and friends.
dickstarr:
Have fun hun. That sucks about yer boys...and to think I actually did that shit to girls once or twice in the past. I honestly think that is much harsher than just being broken up with. Take care. 
altamedic:
hey have a great time at the beach!!!!!!! forget the boys and have a great time and just relax, we will be here when you return..hugs hun