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I'm tired. I'm tired of being lonely. I feel like I got fucked over by everyone today. And on a REALLY bad day to feel alone. One year ago today was the lowest point of my life, and I can't talk to anyone about it. Most people would just think I'm trying to get attention or something. But I have been fucked up for awhile...
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ratedpg:
I have no right to say anything along the lines of "I know how you feel" or some other insincere BS I couldn't possibly mean. But you sound like a hell of a fighter, and from one fighter to another, I hope you make it.
sensory:
I'm so sorry things are so rough for you right now. It helps me to repeat to myself "this too shall pass" when it gets bad. Also, and this may sound hokey but I hope it comes across right. Many Native Americans held a popular belief that when they asked the gods for strength, they would be sent challenges, so that they would become stronger because of those obstacles.
I hope things get better. If you ever want to talk, I can listen. kiss
there's no hug face, so I sent you a kiss.
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So I got really really bored tonight and started drawing stars all over me. I don't know why I'm so obsessed with stars. I know they're really popular tattoos, but I always thought I'd just get tattoos that have special meaning to me, now I just want serious stars, but I don't know how to design them. Anyway...I drew some of these and took pictures....
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burmilla:
you look fine
I'm in a diet since I'm 12. seriously
we don't have to care about our bodies THAT MUCH.
people are kind of freak about gain weight, but more happy and relax we are, more beautiful and attractive!
catdad:
I think the stars look cute.

If you've been in grocery that long, you should consider looking for work at a distribution center or headquarters office to get away from working weekends. The retail experience is welcome in virtually every department - customer service, retail pricing, item maintenance, sales, merchandising, and buying - at least where I work.
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Well last weekend was good. My friend came to visit me from TN, and it was great! I missed him a lot. Now I crave him, lol. Sucks. Sucks when you find a person you want so badly, and he has to live five hours away! It's so good with him, I'm seriously insatiable. I cannot get enough. Course that's not all I want him...
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ikcsmiley:
The only time us Asheville people ever see other SG memebers is at events in Charlotte and Raliegh wink (Though you might wanna consider checking out the SGCharlotte group for more closer-than-4-hours-away events)
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Okay, the quality of this pic isn't great, i took it with my phone, but sadly enough it was better quality than my digital camera!!!

This is my view from the front steps of my apartment, I thought it was the most amazing thing I've ever seen. Not so great in the picture, but I thought I might share it anyway. The moon was just...
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burmilla:
yup.
I can't see anything.
I have a terrible view for my bedroom.
I never thought about leaving my parent's house, but some days ago I thought it could be so great. If I could buy my own place, definitely I would look for the higher, with a great view.
gigondas:
This is a foggy day from the end of my street. From your description, I understand your excitement. I get all giddy of beautiful landscapes, too.
That's Mt.Hood in the back there. It hangs over the eastern skyline in a very hallucinatory manner some days.





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A good day today! I've been feeling better lately, but today was especially fun. I don't know, I just felt good. More outgoing, I joked around with everybody at work, people I'd never even spoken to. Found out that this guy in the meat dept has been telling everyone over there that I'm chasing after him, and that I need a real man, and he's...
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lovehate666:
Thats great, I wish someone would show some interest in me at work or even outside of it. I just want to feel some connection again with someome. hope it works out for you. smile
zenobia:
it's always fun to flirt and have a good time. i used to flirt a lot before I met my future hubby
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Well...I just got back from Winston-Salem, I went home for my mom's birthday and to spend some time with the fam, my friend Emily, and to get my cat Murphy! He's adjusting fairly well. He lived with me for awhile in Greensboro, and of course at home when I lived with my parents. So most of the stuff is familiar to him. Yay!

My friend...
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paperdress:
Whenever I see an old lady slip and fall on a wet sidewalk, my first instinct is to laugh. But then I think, what if I was an ant, and she fell on me. Then it wouldn't seem quite so funny.

! <3
catdad:
I'm glad you have Murphy to keep you company. Where are the obligatory cat pics? wink kiss
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Ahh...finally a day off! How I've missed you free time! I slept until 10 today. I'm still in my pj's though, because I've discovered my love for the silliness thread. I get to do laundry today. I dyed my hair (again) last night. Blue/black. Unfortunately, during my sleep I broke into a random sweat and the dye bled all over my pillows. So I wash...
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zenobia:
hello
paperdress:
Good story.

P.S. I love Jack Handey.


If your friend is already dead, and being eaten by vultures, I think it's okay to feed some bits of your friend to one of the vultures, to teach him to do some tricks. But ONLY if you're serious about adopting the vulture.
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Sooo...I really really want to go see Evanescence in Nashville next week. I think that would be the bestest thing in the world for me. I'll hopefully be out there anyway, and I can bring my friends with me. I have to go. I'll do anything damnit! Give me money!
climac:
That would be a fun concert to see...Amy is so beautiful smile
Where are you taking donations? LOL
I know the new pics said "don't look at me", but i couldn't resist...i just had to look biggrin
so pretty.... biggrin
I hope you are doing well.
C kiss
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Over it. Yeah, you think it is too fast. But a lot of chatting with friends, and a lot of thought and realization enlightened me. I wasn't in love, I was in lust, infatuated, it was familiar and nice. Don't get me wrong, I loved talking to him and hanging out with him. But he was a transition guy. He helped me get over my...
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catdad:
Good for you! Move on to other things and watch for something new to catch your fancy.
reverendash:
Glad to hear you're doing well.
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Wow, I was in a really good mood today!! Considering all the shit I found out this week, I think I'm more relieved than anything. I actually just ate something, I'm not so nauseated anymore. Work was awesome, it was my first day all by myself on the rack, on a truck day anyway. And my boss said I did a great job! I felt...
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catdad:
Glad to see the quick turn-around. smile
lovehate666:
I feel the same way about my ex, It always feels better when u realize it and can laugh at it later. I'm here for u and know what u have been through. smile I really do know!!!
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thats all i want to say today. goin to therapy.
ratedpg:


thats all i want to say today



That's saying plenty. One of my favorite songs.