makebelieve

I have a crush, damnit.

I'm goin to the beach! I decided I wanted to spend some time with my parents and see Heather and her baby! Bout a 6 hour drive but what the hell, I used to drive 8 to TN to see Chris all the time and this will be more fun because people actually WANT me to come visit! Well, I THINK he wanted me to...
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ahh I'm tired of being lonely. Still haven't found a place to live. We've gone to looking at trailers, to modulars, back to doublewides, lots, homes and today we were off looking at freaking apartments to rent. I do NOT want to be stuck in a thousand square foot apartment with a couple and their two big ass annoying dogs. NEED a house please!

So...
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Well I got back into my group! Apparantly I was "booted for inactivity" along with other girls but reading the rules you are only booted after "months of inactivity" and I'm sure it was only a couple of weeks but whatever, back in, not gonna get booted again, in case of emergency venting needed! So thanks for suggesting me messaging the group owner that makes...
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I rarely come on here anymore. Since I got booted from Girls Only for no goddamn reason (seriously let me know if you know why cuz I'm clueless) I got nothin really. I had all these issues I wanted to post about in there and now I fucking can't! So I get depressed and stay away. So nothing against anyone here. I'm just sad about...
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I got on the scale this morning and it teetered between 129 and 130. I am dippin below 130 people! Since I've stopped my meds, my freakin metabolism has started to come back! I celebrated by doing some pilates, but I went to Best Buy and got a new work out dvd. So I'm gonna tone up those arms and belly! And apparently get a...
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I don't care what the crtics say, or you Clive Davis, but I love Kelly Clarkson's new cd. And I am so in love with the hidden track "Chivas" I want to buy an acoustic guitar and teach myself to play, just so I can play that song and sing it right in your FACE! haha.
So sleepy. Not a lot to say today...cept my...
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It breaks my heart to think that people are so fucking stupid to believe anything that comes out of certain people's fake ass mouths. Hurts my feelings. And I can't understand why I am so completely worthless to any male in my life. How is it that I'm supposed to continue on in this fucking world torturing myself thinking that someday I will eventually mean...
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ugh I haven't had time to write, not that I ever have anything interesting to say...

not so much with the drama at work these days, but wait five minutes, it'll change!

Went to the lake last week, and going again this week on monday night and wednesday night. Fun stuff! Don't ask me what lake it is. Alls I know is it's about an...
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So hey Calvin, remember when you introduced me to the Dresden Dolls?

Well here's a song you should listen to, and think of me!

It says what I feel...to a T



So you don't want to hear about my good song?
And you don't want to hear about how I am getting on
With all the things that I can get done
The sun...
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