So i suppose things are so so in my life at this point still on call waiting for the job which is the only thing that is keeping me on edge. The one thing that i can say that i have is my guitar and someone that i love very dearly i can't stop being around this person and i just hope my mind can stop playing tricks on me i suppose that everything that i've been through but i can't push it off on her just gotta stop being paranoid.
Also i've been trying to help my buddies out with their issue at hand. One of my friends was dating this girl who i told him to watch out for only because she seemed off to me he meets her falls for her and of course tells him the things that i already saw as red flags 1. Her parents believe in arrange marriages and are trying to set her up with guys (he should have backed off there) 2. She got upset when his friend said don't hurt him so what does she do bails out cause his friend (which is a girl) decided to say hey he is a good guy don't hurt him that was all. So he takes her back of course without hesitation and so they have their little fun and then she grows distant from him and later decides to go on Facebook and say how she things all guys are stupid and done trying when he hasn't done anything oh and i failed to mention she was leaving for the navy again in a couple weeks when she just started going out with my friend. I tried to tell him that maybe she was messing around with more than one guy cause he didn't do anything he was falling for her way too fast and i tried to tell him to cool his jets cause she seems a little off but i don't know what i'm talking about he says.
Well things with the band are slowly progressing the only thing is this hot weather is killing us we can't keep playing the the garage we need cool air and fast cause when we jam we get into it lol.
Well i'm off to try and do something with my day wish me luck hopefully i can get over my paranoia and actually be happy for once in my life. I want to travel to see some of my friends wish i had money for that looks like i gotta save up or something well hope all is well with everyone.
What has everything been up too? Got any answers for my paranoia?
Also i've been trying to help my buddies out with their issue at hand. One of my friends was dating this girl who i told him to watch out for only because she seemed off to me he meets her falls for her and of course tells him the things that i already saw as red flags 1. Her parents believe in arrange marriages and are trying to set her up with guys (he should have backed off there) 2. She got upset when his friend said don't hurt him so what does she do bails out cause his friend (which is a girl) decided to say hey he is a good guy don't hurt him that was all. So he takes her back of course without hesitation and so they have their little fun and then she grows distant from him and later decides to go on Facebook and say how she things all guys are stupid and done trying when he hasn't done anything oh and i failed to mention she was leaving for the navy again in a couple weeks when she just started going out with my friend. I tried to tell him that maybe she was messing around with more than one guy cause he didn't do anything he was falling for her way too fast and i tried to tell him to cool his jets cause she seems a little off but i don't know what i'm talking about he says.
Well things with the band are slowly progressing the only thing is this hot weather is killing us we can't keep playing the the garage we need cool air and fast cause when we jam we get into it lol.
Well i'm off to try and do something with my day wish me luck hopefully i can get over my paranoia and actually be happy for once in my life. I want to travel to see some of my friends wish i had money for that looks like i gotta save up or something well hope all is well with everyone.
What has everything been up too? Got any answers for my paranoia?
badassssss. i wish i could be that awesome.