maineville

So has everyone heard the new Enemim cd there is a song on there that is called "Beautiful" that entire song describes what i've been feeling for the past half this year for those who haven't heard the song it basacally describes how even if your sad and depressed which i have been because i thought that the love of my life was gone forever and the pain i went through no one could understand it ( Well she is gone forever and i actually see her for the person she is DURTY she is doing all the things she hates and seems like her intelligence has went down since we been together i like smart women not women who think they have to leech on to the next person because they make them happy you should be able to make yourself happy) anyways the song is about how you can't judge a person and say bad things about them if you were in their shoes you would be feeling how they would the pain and see whats going on with them and how you should let anyone tell you that your not beautiful because they don't know whats going on in your head.

I can honestly say that this month i have saw more in myself than i have in a life time i've been hanging around my co worker/ Friend Dan good guy i honestly think he is my twin born from another mother he is so much like me in many ways yes he is 3 years younger than me but he exactly a split image of me but white ha he has a mouth like i do he goes through the same issues as i do and he is even adventerous like i am. I've been hanging around him this month i mean we hung out before this month but this month alot and drinking and introducing me to all of his friends who eventually grew to like me meet this girl ashley who has grown on me and alot of other intresting people so it seems like thigns can be better for me as long as i apply myself to it.

I"m learning alot of new intresting things as well so i should start updating my blogs every time i do something with dan and eventually we will take pictures plus i need more pics up on here wish i had my own camera you would think all the money i have i would buy my own camera but i'm trying to seperate my wants and needs.

So how is everything else doing? Everyone enjoying life?