maineville

Well its been a while since i did post a new blog but i think i've found my true self i've always believed that i was raised by my parents to the best of their abilities i know that i may not do exactly as they wish i would do and follow my own path but i believe that they taught me how to be the person who i will alway be. I know that i'm smart and have a good head on my shoulder i treat women with the upmost respect well i was raised by mostly women when my dad wasn't around for the majority of my life but nethertheless i would say that i have a pretty good understanding of womens feelings and concerns. So why is it that when my ex decides that she wants to hold grudges for something that can be easily gotten over weather how serious it was why can't she just understand that i am still that nice caring guy who care about her no matter what she puts me through and believe me she drives me up the wall why can't she see that i do care about her well being?

WHATEVER right i mean i guess i can be the bigger person and let her come to me but i've played that game with her for so long and now its getting to the point where i don't care anymore and i guess i still love her but man i'm tired of it. I've done the waiting around for women to come my way thats how i meet her thinking she was the one i think its time i apply myself and look for some i mean thats the conclusion i came too I strongly believe there is plenty of women who will appriciate a decent man like myself and how i would take care of them and share personal experiences with them i'm honestly simple i do love to learn new things and see the world but i also like staying home watching all types of movies and listen to music i think thats why i have so much money i do go out and hang with friends but when i'm home i realize how much money i saved just by stay home i have always been good with money but damn i have too much money for my age which is funny how my friends and ex are always complaing how they don't have money and are always broke but i have money ha ha ha.


Lets talk about the brighter note and the new things i'm learning so i went out and purchased this game i'm playing i know guy who plays video games but i don't get a chance to put hours into them i do work and go out and do things but when i'm home i do play but this game i bought has stories in it about the main characters past he lost his memories and regains them back in these well written stories with at first i was like reading why would a game have you read but i love it cause like i said they are well written and each story has a moral to it something to learn even thought its a game the story itself is edicational some stories give moral support which at first i was like huh this is a game why is this game telling stories that have morals to it that can be relatated to everyday life? But i guess thats they beauty of it doing something totally unpridictable that it gets people wanting to play it and also helps with reality stuff. I guess you can say i like these stories and they are teaching me things i wanted to know the answers too.

I don't know just for some reason i guess i was all down at first because of how things were turning out for me but from what i learned that bad things will happen some things that are out of my control i will need to heal from the things that will hurt me but i must not stay down i have to get back up and try to make a change even if what i want will take some time only i can determine the time it will take for me to actually get the things i desire. I can honestly say that i think i can make that effort to going out meeting new people who are close drivable i mean i am will to drive my family lives in LA and i travel all the way there and i love in Corona so if i meet someone outside my area cool i've always wanted to meet new people who i can have fun with and maybe i can meet that special someone i can't lose myself again and thats a promise i made for myself.

So onward to something new and exciting i hope