maidofsteel

wow some of the times are messed up on my journal entries.... well i just got through 10 pages of the girls...start on page 11 tiffany.... don't forget... i have no clue as to why i am up so early on a saturday...aybe it has to do with someone knocking on the door and telling the man to move him car so that the garbage guys could get the huge dumpster from the back of our house... it was full of garbage like old moldy furniture and other shit from the vacant apartments and houses around here that the new landlords just bought and are remodeling....

DROP OFF RENT TODAY!

My savings isn't turning out as i had planned... i haven't gone shopping in forever....but bills have gotten huge this month and with this damn egagement party and father's day on the same weekend my savings will be suffering...

my sis told me that she talked to my mom and my mom said that my doggie isn't doing to well... i hate my parents for not letting me see her... i don't care how much they hate me or how hurt they are that i ran away... RAVEN is my dog too.... god my parents suck....

thursday steve spent the night here... he practically invited himself... the man had called on his way home from work to tell me that steve was coming over to hang out.... this pissed me off... atleast give me some notice so i could clean up a bit and put some clothes on... so the man got home and we ran to hollywood video to return some movies and then to the grocery store to get cat food.... we decided that since saturday was steve's 26th birthday we were gonna surprise him... so the man slyly called him found out his fave cake and double checked his age... when we got home steve was here... strike one....we were supposed to call him when we got home... so we would have a little bit of time to clean but nope there he was.... we surprised him with the cake ...it think it made him happy.... hes in a phunk..... we all hung out.... it got late the man said it was time to go to bed so we could get up in the morning to work and be on time... so steve was likewell wake me up man... and made himself all comfortable on the couch... now this wouldn't have bothered me so much, but we don't have a big place, one bedroom one bathroom and when some one spends the night here it makes me uncomfortable... i can't walk around or sleep in my underwear...i have to be fully clothed...this i do not like... also steve might have asked the man if it was ok.... and of course the decision gets thrown on to me... tiffany has to be the bad guy... and then to top it all off... the man didn't even want steve to spend the night.....ugh just open your mouth!!!!

so friday morning it was raining here thanks to the tropical storm over us....atelast it was that bad and i didn't get wet on the way to work...i couldn't find my umbrella...

BUY unbrellas and BATTERIES!!!

work sucked and it being friday and all ade me nervous.... tony told us that his mother is sick in italy... if he goes to see her now while she's alive then (what i got out of it) he'll be gone for a week... which means we will probably be closed... if he wats for the funeral he probably won't even go b/c they wait 24 hours and then they burry you...no embalming in europe... they leave the body in the house.... then 24 hours it's in the dirt.... so we don't know what's going down and it sucks...

today the man is supposed to go in to work... then tonight we are supposed to guard the place... meaning the man and me.... i'll prolly be online alot so i'll let you know how that goes...

tis alot and all for now...

xoxo.

_ynaffit_