For all those people that want to know me better,... I LOVE poetry; Especially suicidal, death, sad, love, loss, & sex poetry. love
I have written many poetry since my Freshman year of high school; Just came to me as I went through depression, insomnia & anxiety all through out my high school years.
Here is some recent poetry of mine,... these ones aren't as well as my old ones but I love them.
OUR SAVING GRACE
October 26th you passed away,
Leaving all you're children in disarray.
Your smile, the memories, will never fade in our hearts
because we know deep down, you're watching over us.
Watching over us with such a loving embrace;
You were a wife, a mother, a grandmother
And our saving grace.
We love and miss you.
RIP Grandmother Louise.love
Love Memories
Darkness, anxiety, pain,
fuck the world I'm just a lifeless person going insane.
My moods change like the weather,
wishing you and I will stay together.
Our memories bring tears to my eyes,
Wishing we could go back in time to the best day of our lives.
When the days were warm, & our spirits shined bright,
Now I'm just a loner waiting for dawn to turn into night.
Oh how I long for just one more day,
just to see your smile,
The one i havent seen in a while.
Times change & so do we,
When we are down,
just know one thing,
You are my love, & you mean everything.
A Secret Past
Your the reason why I have a fucked up mind
Rip me to shreds, eat me alive
Fuck the past, fuck all the shit you've said
I will never shed another tear for you,
I'm no longer dead.
The verbal abuse you have put me through
I've never felt one ounce of love shine through.
You are the father, i will always have,
Then why do you hate me so much dad?
What did i ever do to you?
All i did was try to love you,
Someday you will realize,
All along all you've done was bring tears to these eyes.
Well that was the past & now its the present,
Pretty soon I'll have a baby & a wonderful husband.
Colorful.<3 blush
I have written many poetry since my Freshman year of high school; Just came to me as I went through depression, insomnia & anxiety all through out my high school years.
Here is some recent poetry of mine,... these ones aren't as well as my old ones but I love them.
OUR SAVING GRACE
October 26th you passed away,
Leaving all you're children in disarray.
Your smile, the memories, will never fade in our hearts
because we know deep down, you're watching over us.
Watching over us with such a loving embrace;
You were a wife, a mother, a grandmother
And our saving grace.
We love and miss you.
RIP Grandmother Louise.love
Love Memories
Darkness, anxiety, pain,
fuck the world I'm just a lifeless person going insane.
My moods change like the weather,
wishing you and I will stay together.
Our memories bring tears to my eyes,
Wishing we could go back in time to the best day of our lives.
When the days were warm, & our spirits shined bright,
Now I'm just a loner waiting for dawn to turn into night.
Oh how I long for just one more day,
just to see your smile,
The one i havent seen in a while.
Times change & so do we,
When we are down,
just know one thing,
You are my love, & you mean everything.
A Secret Past
Your the reason why I have a fucked up mind
Rip me to shreds, eat me alive
Fuck the past, fuck all the shit you've said
I will never shed another tear for you,
I'm no longer dead.
The verbal abuse you have put me through
I've never felt one ounce of love shine through.
You are the father, i will always have,
Then why do you hate me so much dad?
What did i ever do to you?
All i did was try to love you,
Someday you will realize,
All along all you've done was bring tears to these eyes.
Well that was the past & now its the present,
Pretty soon I'll have a baby & a wonderful husband.
Colorful.<3 blush