mahesar

Back on the site again. I know these don't really get read but at least it serves to remind me how long I've been away each time.

What is it that makes desire the things we do?

Between the general lack of sleep the last couple days and the intriguing yet disturbing dreams I've had when I did manage to sleep, I've found myself asking that question. This has led me to re-examine the things I enjoy and try to learn why. I know that the answers to these questions are really...
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Once again I find myself sitting at work with really nothing to do and no one to talk to. Two hours of work at the start and about 2 hours of work at the end and 8 hours in the middle full of boredom I really should go out and make some friends but I don't like going out alone... so i need friends to...
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Writing these things has never been something that I've kept up with honestly. Once in a while I'll have something to rant about but when you know the odds are good that no one reads it, the writing loses it's appeal quickly. On the bright side though, not even the new laptop can fully distract me from the recent hold my PS2 has over me......
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Back again.

Strange happenings and bizarre events seem to be a daily part of life lately... but still......

Seems that someone bought 3 months of time for my old account.. anonymously. The odd part is that I can't redeem it cause sg claims that neither the account nor the email address exists.. even though I can go to the accounts page and they sent the message to...
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Ehh.. guess I can't let it be a full year since I last said anything Life has improved a bit so I can't really say anything bad. I still don't why I bother writing anything but.. ehh. One must at least pretend to be vaguely 'normal'

You know.. as long as I've been on this site... almost 3 years on the old account and now a year on this one.. you'd think I'd have a few more friends and be in more groups or something but.. yeah. Seems like every time I get a good friend or two something on here pisses them off, usually a recent influx of childish members...
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I suppose it's update time once more. Work is still the same... long drive, eh pay, but for the most part, easy and fun enough it's almost not right.... almost.

After sinking the money into getting an Xbox 360 I find myself playing it.. almost never after only a few months. This is largely due to only having 3 games and a total lack of...
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Hmm.. I really should update this thing at least a little more often.. but it's hard to get excited about it when I know no one reads it.

Let's see.. my client is back in the mental hospital so I probably won't have any hours for a couple weeks.. which, being Christmas shopping time, truly sucks.

The interceptor is still down until I find the...
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once again.. I'm alive and now.. . . . even. . . working *gasps*

I won't say taking care of people with mental/emotional/developemental issues is 'fun' .. especially when they're prone to violent outbursts... but tis a job that, at least a little, helps people.. that pay is decent and work isn't really that hard other than the hazard of having your shirt ripped off...
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I'm still alive. .. . . I think. I dunno much else to say. The bright glint on the horizon is that I SHOULD be working in about a week or so.