mah

my life is so complicated... sometimes i think that maybe the past was a dream, just a dream or nigthmare... i don't know. when i think about everything that happened and any people who were part of my life i feel that missing part of my life, part of me. so i smoke a cigarette and put my feet on the floor and remember that all this things really happen. maybe all this things does't happen if i was less stupid all the time. Now i'm very simple, uncomplicated... but all that's stupid stuff live in my head. i don't like remember, but sometimes i like, haha sometimes i smile when i remember some stuff about that shit. people come and go and in the end all that left is the memories. letters, thoughts, everything in the end turns gray, and i don't like it.
everything is so far. so from far away from me. dreams fly in the sky. MY DREAMS DAMN LIFE! like be rich, do cool stuff, go to L.A, everything cuz i'm so stupid. cuz i don't thing in the consequence.
today i'm just a another girl living in the road, in extreme, ready to screem.
ok, ok. just a outbreak.
my life have a nice things... just sometimes is hard. maybe be to everyone but some peoples don't care. some people just walking. i can't do that... i need run. run run run... so fast...

aww, friday was a nice day.... bar with friends and my boyfriend. i drink a lot, in the end i was so drunk hahaha i sleep like a angel.


tomorrow i'll be ok, because is a another day.



xoxo
M