Journals are for squares and circles.
And here I am writing.
Oh shit, I just remembered to update my favorite tv shows to include Mr. Show! I can't believe I forgot to put it in before.... and Kids in the Hall? Fuck me.
And done.
I'm supposed to go to a show one hour away with my scenester friend tomorrow. It is some sort of emo-punk-core-skinny-boy-girlhair band I think, and they're on his label. I don't think I'll go. I must save my money for a certain 10-day trip coming in February. Feeling tired. Feeling rough on the edges. So, all I really wanted for my birthday was a n expensive bottle of scotch. That wasn't going to work, since my parents are both alcohol addiction councellors... there's no way they'd buy me scotch. I was hoping they'd give me money, and I'd buy my own. No dice. New monitor? Nice present. But I guess my old computer monitor squealed like a bitch. I don't know why.
I need to find some historic swedish insignia, since I've come to be so obsessed with my heritage as of late... I will incorporate it into some other art, maybe that of my semi-existant brother, and get it tattooed deep under my skin during my sweet mid-February western vacation. It'll be the third time I'll get to see the ocean, and the last time I'll see my life in motion. I have a feeling I won't want to come back to these cold, cold prairies.
There is a girl whom I don't know, who calls me like 3 times a week... she lives two hours away, and she's immature as hell. I don't like it. But I'm too passive... I hope I'm not "leading her on" or anything. I'm just realllly not interested in those teenage-girl mindgames, and blunt lies she's mistaken for cuteness. It's not a BIG deal though. There is a person who reminded me of a certain episode of curb your enthusiasm today; "Fuck Hugh". I don't know if that's the episode name, or not. It should be. But jesus christ now I want to watch it. Maybe I really should buy the dvd's instead of being an asshole.
Woah... so many accumulated mix cd's i haven't listened to yet on my desk from christmas. My friends are too emo. But it's funny. "too" emo? Such a thing? I don't know.
I love the sons of bitches.
From the Coalfields, R.M.,
- "T-Bone"
And here I am writing.
Oh shit, I just remembered to update my favorite tv shows to include Mr. Show! I can't believe I forgot to put it in before.... and Kids in the Hall? Fuck me.
And done.
I'm supposed to go to a show one hour away with my scenester friend tomorrow. It is some sort of emo-punk-core-skinny-boy-girlhair band I think, and they're on his label. I don't think I'll go. I must save my money for a certain 10-day trip coming in February. Feeling tired. Feeling rough on the edges. So, all I really wanted for my birthday was a n expensive bottle of scotch. That wasn't going to work, since my parents are both alcohol addiction councellors... there's no way they'd buy me scotch. I was hoping they'd give me money, and I'd buy my own. No dice. New monitor? Nice present. But I guess my old computer monitor squealed like a bitch. I don't know why.
I need to find some historic swedish insignia, since I've come to be so obsessed with my heritage as of late... I will incorporate it into some other art, maybe that of my semi-existant brother, and get it tattooed deep under my skin during my sweet mid-February western vacation. It'll be the third time I'll get to see the ocean, and the last time I'll see my life in motion. I have a feeling I won't want to come back to these cold, cold prairies.
There is a girl whom I don't know, who calls me like 3 times a week... she lives two hours away, and she's immature as hell. I don't like it. But I'm too passive... I hope I'm not "leading her on" or anything. I'm just realllly not interested in those teenage-girl mindgames, and blunt lies she's mistaken for cuteness. It's not a BIG deal though. There is a person who reminded me of a certain episode of curb your enthusiasm today; "Fuck Hugh". I don't know if that's the episode name, or not. It should be. But jesus christ now I want to watch it. Maybe I really should buy the dvd's instead of being an asshole.
Woah... so many accumulated mix cd's i haven't listened to yet on my desk from christmas. My friends are too emo. But it's funny. "too" emo? Such a thing? I don't know.
I love the sons of bitches.
From the Coalfields, R.M.,
- "T-Bone"
and who cares about collective unconciousness and all that. black wholes/the big crunch etc > human existance. that's how i like to look at it anyway. because it assists in my apathy. i guess if everyone thought that way, this world we live in now would be pretty crappy, maybe.
i think i'd rather be sucked into a white hole than a black hole. or else swing around a black hole and travel back in time, so i will have experienced a black hole, but am still able to "experience" a white hole....
experience meaning being sucked into one and exploded into bits.
thank you.