Wow I got a lot of comments about C. I thought I showed equal appreciation of L but I guess I didn't.
I really just appreciate everyone I get involved with I think. But that means it will be that much more when I really feel the things that, I think, are being projected upon what I said about C. Maybe with her. I've known her for a while now. I dunno.
I've also hit on an A (my lovely hairdresser) and a K (a work smoke buddy) and a J (another work smoke buddy).
Maybe I'm just blind and numb. Maybe I really want to get back together with my exwife. Maybe I haven't found the "one". maybe its simply that I can not imagine trying to be responsible again. Maybe this maybe that maybe maybe maybe maybe...
You know I'm a little bit "been around".
It all comes down to some bad news that I have learned in recent years. You can be in love and not be happy.
You may have to make a more personal choice to be happy, you may have to make that choice often. And if you do you will be liberated. Love will find its way to you, I believe.
I really just appreciate everyone I get involved with I think. But that means it will be that much more when I really feel the things that, I think, are being projected upon what I said about C. Maybe with her. I've known her for a while now. I dunno.
I've also hit on an A (my lovely hairdresser) and a K (a work smoke buddy) and a J (another work smoke buddy).
Maybe I'm just blind and numb. Maybe I really want to get back together with my exwife. Maybe I haven't found the "one". maybe its simply that I can not imagine trying to be responsible again. Maybe this maybe that maybe maybe maybe maybe...
You know I'm a little bit "been around".
It all comes down to some bad news that I have learned in recent years. You can be in love and not be happy.
You may have to make a more personal choice to be happy, you may have to make that choice often. And if you do you will be liberated. Love will find its way to you, I believe.
but ya know. i think you have no rush to do anything. you should relish your irresponsibility. it sounds so silly ... but maybe you should just sort of go where events take you. i mean, don't be aimless - but ya know. just wait it out. with fun.
yea... 'manchurian candidate' was pretty creepy. it starts off slow, but builds to a pretty good boil about a third or half way in. it got me all anxious...