magni

I don't have any epic struggle. What the fuck?

What am I suppose to do now?

Enjoy my peaceful mind like some bozo? I need problems to help me draw boundaries. I need challenges that keep me occupied instead of sleeping.

I mean I don't even answer to anyone. I can leave trash in weird places all night..laundry...day in and day out I don't have to do a damn thing if I don't want to (other than pay the bills - and everything behind that.). I can sleep in a pile of dirty dishes. I can actually do that! I mean for real I can set down some dirty plates on my bed and cuddle up with them. I can be the laziest slob the world has ever seen..

There is no drama in my head about sex. Where is my fucking fear of rejection? I need to start hating myself or something.

Should I just rot in my place and wait until the monkeys wisen up and take over the planet? Cuz I sure am fucking peaceful.

What kind of life is this?

I guess I'm chillin tonight.

This sux!