maggiezee

so, i'm employed.

while i might not make a fortune at a coffee shop, i'm making more money than being unemployed. duh. way to point out the obvious, maggs. and yes, i just referred to myself in the third person. i think it's cute and funny every once in a while, so sure me.

i guess it's just that i'm excited because it's the first...
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neither samuel l. jackson or christina ricci can sing,

but, lord in heaven, justin timberlake is a good looking man.





and even with the bad singing, i liked Black Snake Moan.

there's nothing worse than a busted knee.

it's not even badly busted, just enough to ache and make my life even more annoying.

outstanding.


and it won't stop bleeding.






i'm so embarrassed, i've never had trouble jumping fences before.

so i might be wishing for a teenage movie moment.

i might have set up a private goodbye between my best-friend-crush and i. in an airport, with perfect opportunities for dramatic romantic confessions of love before i fly away back home.

or i might have set up an awkward situations where i keep giggling because i can't stop thinking i'm in 'not another teen movie'...
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the air crisp and still
wet earth squishes through my toes
i missed your laughter

perfect dewy footprints
day breaks across the courtyard
spontaneity

you tell war stories
and jump when he yells too loud
your face is too young

so many days have past
but i still remember us
sneaking smokes in school

post traumatic stress
when the coffee cup shattered
i hate this...
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legal speed, save me.

i'm having issues. i have a goal [[get the fuck out of charlotte]] and possible times i'd like to leave [[before new years/after christmas or whenever i save up enough if i can't get enough by then]]. the only problem is that i can't seem to get off my ass and get a job to save up said money.

so, one...
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i slept with you last night
just slept
i miss the innocent affection and comfort of you holding me
well, it wasn't you exactly
more like a bunch of pillows i shaped into you
it was still nice
i miss the feeling of life next to me when i sleep
well, a life form bigger than my cat


.....




so, right after i woke up...
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srsly.

it's the soft wet feel of snow on your skin on a July afternoon
it's most unexpected, most welcome
if it would ever happen
instead, you're left with the intense longing
for something you know isn't in the realm of possibility
it's a relief from life
it's a miracle when you're on the edge
or a paper-cut as you tear out the check doling out...
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she gave me her nsync book from years ago.
we played bullshit and then cried in front of each other for the first time.
mo kept saying he had allergies.

i came home and cried and didn't fall asleep for hours.