oh.
my.
fucking.
god.
it is my job to have the worst fucking timing ever. EVAARRRRR. so, poker party at Trouble's house last night. and i thought it was a good idea to attempt to drink a whole fifth of gin. and after getting obliterated in some weird drinking card game hockey, me and the only other female there had to streak.
and then the night got dirrty, xtina style.
didn't ever really put my clothes back on, made out with the other chick at the party waaay to much. then, Trouble and his roommate, we'll dub him Trojan, me and PsychoGirl wandered in a bedroom and we had the makings of a sweet hot foursome until PsychoGirl had a freak out when Trojan kissed me because they used to date and still had feelings for him. so everything fun and sexy stopped. i told her she didn't have to anything she didn't want to or wasn't comfortable with. and i told her i wouldn't go near Trojan again if it hurt her.
so, it's a little while later. Trojan and i think PsychoGirl has gotten a ride home or something, so we start making out like naked fiends and moseyed into his bedroom to continue our adventure. loud, crazy, fantastic sex ensued for about an hour. then the condom broke and we had to go to the gas station to get more. as we were walking to the car, PsychoGirl is outside and started to yell at Trojan. yikes. jumped into the car, got some rubbers, came back, and fucked for about another two hours.
woke up this morning and Trouble isn't speaking to me. we've never dated, we've just been friends with benefits [[oh yeah, bringing the high school terms in here]] for a few years. i know, it's borderline impossible to do that without getting feelings involved, but i was pretty sure he didn't give a shit.
i don't give a shit if some psycho girl i've never met before last night hates me. she's not with him anymore, she has a fucking boyfriend, and he's more than allowed to do what and whoever he wants. she maybe weighs 100 pounds soaking wet, so if she tries anything if i see her again, i'll knock her ass out and be thrilled about it. it's been too long since i've been in a fight.
what i do give a shit about is Trouble. he's been my friend for almost four years now, i'm not trying to fuck up our friendship. it's not that he doesn't fuck anyone but me, i know he has a couple girls, but none of them are my best friend and roommate in the next room. i feel like shit. i always fuck shit up when i'm at parties with those guys. jesus. i don't know what to do. i'm gonna try to start up some idle conversation with Trouble and see how it goes.
i lost one of my earrings.
overall, i fucked shit up. but it normally happens. in the end though, i had fun with Trojan, all yesterday and today no matter what we were doing. that and i got laid. hell yeah.
my.
fucking.
god.
it is my job to have the worst fucking timing ever. EVAARRRRR. so, poker party at Trouble's house last night. and i thought it was a good idea to attempt to drink a whole fifth of gin. and after getting obliterated in some weird drinking card game hockey, me and the only other female there had to streak.
and then the night got dirrty, xtina style.
didn't ever really put my clothes back on, made out with the other chick at the party waaay to much. then, Trouble and his roommate, we'll dub him Trojan, me and PsychoGirl wandered in a bedroom and we had the makings of a sweet hot foursome until PsychoGirl had a freak out when Trojan kissed me because they used to date and still had feelings for him. so everything fun and sexy stopped. i told her she didn't have to anything she didn't want to or wasn't comfortable with. and i told her i wouldn't go near Trojan again if it hurt her.
so, it's a little while later. Trojan and i think PsychoGirl has gotten a ride home or something, so we start making out like naked fiends and moseyed into his bedroom to continue our adventure. loud, crazy, fantastic sex ensued for about an hour. then the condom broke and we had to go to the gas station to get more. as we were walking to the car, PsychoGirl is outside and started to yell at Trojan. yikes. jumped into the car, got some rubbers, came back, and fucked for about another two hours.
woke up this morning and Trouble isn't speaking to me. we've never dated, we've just been friends with benefits [[oh yeah, bringing the high school terms in here]] for a few years. i know, it's borderline impossible to do that without getting feelings involved, but i was pretty sure he didn't give a shit.
i don't give a shit if some psycho girl i've never met before last night hates me. she's not with him anymore, she has a fucking boyfriend, and he's more than allowed to do what and whoever he wants. she maybe weighs 100 pounds soaking wet, so if she tries anything if i see her again, i'll knock her ass out and be thrilled about it. it's been too long since i've been in a fight.
what i do give a shit about is Trouble. he's been my friend for almost four years now, i'm not trying to fuck up our friendship. it's not that he doesn't fuck anyone but me, i know he has a couple girls, but none of them are my best friend and roommate in the next room. i feel like shit. i always fuck shit up when i'm at parties with those guys. jesus. i don't know what to do. i'm gonna try to start up some idle conversation with Trouble and see how it goes.
i lost one of my earrings.
overall, i fucked shit up. but it normally happens. in the end though, i had fun with Trojan, all yesterday and today no matter what we were doing. that and i got laid. hell yeah.
penn519:
Hey, happy new year...hope you had a good night last night. It was good talking to you the other day. I'll catch up with you later.