wow. i am a cleaning machine apparently. two hours spent cleaning my shower among the five today spent doing my weekly cleaning. it's kinda depressing.
tonight we have some celebratory coffee for my dear radio jockey friends that's leaving me - with his girlfriend, who was one of my best friends before and i wouldn't know him without her - in less than a month. he's officially got the badass job in virginia. i'm proud of him, but i'm also seriously bummed they're leaving. but hey, it's only four or so hours away, right? he sounds more than willing to come visit and take me there to visit him and her, and there's always the terrifying option of greyhound.
life would be soooo much easier if i had a car and a license.
i'm seeing the Ex tonight. we've been decently civil and moderately friendly for a few days and decided to hang out. we can chat about things and try to make a little peace. i know it might only make things harder for me and whatnot, but i can't stand the fact that the last time i saw him i slammed the door in his face. i mean, i wanted out for so long and finally got it, but that doesn't make it much less hard for me. i think we'll be good friends once the healing has commenced and we've moved on a bit.
oooh god, and my most beloved and wildest best friend and another ex of mine, has put me on a mission to sleep with Temptation. she wants to know how he is in bed, but her boyfriend would probably object haha. i mean, i'm more than in my rights to sleep with him and not have to lie about it or feel guilty, but i was in such a sex comfort zone with Ex [which was less the sex we had - because it was crazy and amazing and it's what i miss most about him- but the fact i needn't feel shy or nervous or anything else related to sex with a new person.] that i think it might be weird. shit, i'm gonna fuck some one new sooner or later and i had better get over any shyness or whatever now. i just wish i was a little more happy with my body at the moment. i know no woman will ever be completely satisfied with her body, no matter what she says, but i'd like to feel a little more confidant. whatever, this is all saying he'd go for me anyway. hmm, maybe i could get Ms.Wildfriend to join me and Temptation. her boyfriend could deal with it, or just never know ; )
tonight we have some celebratory coffee for my dear radio jockey friends that's leaving me - with his girlfriend, who was one of my best friends before and i wouldn't know him without her - in less than a month. he's officially got the badass job in virginia. i'm proud of him, but i'm also seriously bummed they're leaving. but hey, it's only four or so hours away, right? he sounds more than willing to come visit and take me there to visit him and her, and there's always the terrifying option of greyhound.
life would be soooo much easier if i had a car and a license.
i'm seeing the Ex tonight. we've been decently civil and moderately friendly for a few days and decided to hang out. we can chat about things and try to make a little peace. i know it might only make things harder for me and whatnot, but i can't stand the fact that the last time i saw him i slammed the door in his face. i mean, i wanted out for so long and finally got it, but that doesn't make it much less hard for me. i think we'll be good friends once the healing has commenced and we've moved on a bit.
oooh god, and my most beloved and wildest best friend and another ex of mine, has put me on a mission to sleep with Temptation. she wants to know how he is in bed, but her boyfriend would probably object haha. i mean, i'm more than in my rights to sleep with him and not have to lie about it or feel guilty, but i was in such a sex comfort zone with Ex [which was less the sex we had - because it was crazy and amazing and it's what i miss most about him- but the fact i needn't feel shy or nervous or anything else related to sex with a new person.] that i think it might be weird. shit, i'm gonna fuck some one new sooner or later and i had better get over any shyness or whatever now. i just wish i was a little more happy with my body at the moment. i know no woman will ever be completely satisfied with her body, no matter what she says, but i'd like to feel a little more confidant. whatever, this is all saying he'd go for me anyway. hmm, maybe i could get Ms.Wildfriend to join me and Temptation. her boyfriend could deal with it, or just never know ; )
Virginia isn't too far away. My sister used to live up by DC, plus the train is always better than Greyhound.
How long ago did you and your ex break up?
That's cool about having a friend in town. The show's only $5 if you guys decide to stop by.
Yeah I've taken a Greyhound to Baltimore a few times and the train is a hundred times better. It takes a long time but it's not too bad.
Sorry to hear about you and the ex. Those things happen though. A year is a long time, my girl and I have been together over 2 years now. We've had some rough times but we've always mangaged to get through it.