I felt pretty crap this morning, unmotivated and lonely. I think im going through some changes at the moment and they aren't bad or anything. I think im just leaving parts of myself behind. Kinda growing out of my old hippy style and feeling like the young country girl is becoming more of a city woman.
Been kissing girls and not just boys lately, but it doesn't feel like a big deal or anything, its actually pretty nice and exciting. I just feel a bit detacthed from all my old hopes and dreams and it seems as though they are changing into new ones. I hope its just me evolving and not just giving up on old dreams by changing plans.
I just have to focus on saving so I can travel next year. That will be a mind opening venture which will make me strong. I turn 25 at the end of September and i still feel like I have Teenage angst... does it ever go away?
Just took this while listening to Love Outside Andometer, thats the mood im in today, see ya guys im off to work! Might drink lots when i finish tonight, im in self destruct mode!
Been kissing girls and not just boys lately, but it doesn't feel like a big deal or anything, its actually pretty nice and exciting. I just feel a bit detacthed from all my old hopes and dreams and it seems as though they are changing into new ones. I hope its just me evolving and not just giving up on old dreams by changing plans.
I just have to focus on saving so I can travel next year. That will be a mind opening venture which will make me strong. I turn 25 at the end of September and i still feel like I have Teenage angst... does it ever go away?
Just took this while listening to Love Outside Andometer, thats the mood im in today, see ya guys im off to work! Might drink lots when i finish tonight, im in self destruct mode!
mrjune1979:
just let yrself be pulled in a few directions for a while....u never know what will happen..x