I hate being the one my friends run to when they have problems, because I can't be there for them right now. My dear friend Linda (who I grew up with) just emailed me telling me how much she needs me home right now, and it makes me feel so helpless. I worry about her more than anybody because she has...well, some unsavory habits.
One night, she told me that if it wasn't for me, she's probably be in worse shape. Oh, and Brandon telling me I'm the "glue that held everyone together in high school", and Liz telling me she thinks about me everytime she drives past my street.
Being the "mommy" of the group really bites.
It's all I can talk about, being home for an entire month, and I apologize. It's all I can think of right now. I want my life to go back to what it used to be. I'm not too wild about the party scene, or the city life. I'm all about cornfields, cow farms, and actually being able to see the stars in the night sky.
Sigh, seven more days. By then, my friend Chris will be back from boot camp. My little gang of friends will be complete, at least for a little while.
One night, she told me that if it wasn't for me, she's probably be in worse shape. Oh, and Brandon telling me I'm the "glue that held everyone together in high school", and Liz telling me she thinks about me everytime she drives past my street.
Being the "mommy" of the group really bites.
It's all I can talk about, being home for an entire month, and I apologize. It's all I can think of right now. I want my life to go back to what it used to be. I'm not too wild about the party scene, or the city life. I'm all about cornfields, cow farms, and actually being able to see the stars in the night sky.
Sigh, seven more days. By then, my friend Chris will be back from boot camp. My little gang of friends will be complete, at least for a little while.
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I am sorry that you are having "mommy" syndrome!
It can really suck at times, I know!
You can sometimes find yourself not having enough time to deal with your own issues because youre fixing others! As long as you get a hand on it you should be okay! Cuz if you let it go too far then everything tends to get even more crazy!
I'm sure I'm not helping here but i just feel where ya coming from and that was something someone had said to me and I always remember it.
Wlp I'm shutting up now!
Goodnight!
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