hey all....... i been a ways forwhile i know.. lots been goin on. i will explain soon.
alice
xxx
alice
xxx
im in love.........with billyj..........he kissed me.........he is beautifull.
yeah yeah i know.... fuckin soppy bitch... but u know what? i dont care. cos its been a long time since i felt this happy. these smiles on my face.... i mean them. and i cant wait to see what all this is about.
bri.... im still thinking about it.
other than that...... oh fuck everything else...
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yeah yeah i know.... fuckin soppy bitch... but u know what? i dont care. cos its been a long time since i felt this happy. these smiles on my face.... i mean them. and i cant wait to see what all this is about.
bri.... im still thinking about it.
other than that...... oh fuck everything else...
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violenthalo:
i take it you are billyjing u have been absent for a bit. all i can say is good luck glad ur happy and a welcome wink to the we know its not so bad club (sometimes) 
redvillain:
where you go, mad? Me miss you 
well.... what can i say? my weekend has pretty much....possibly....maybe....kinda.....changed my life.
if any of u guys wants to make one decent friend..... u need to go visit billj. cos he is one hell of aguy.
he has these eyes........ he knows what they do..... he zapped me off my chair.
hes just.... well really fucking great baisically. so go get to know him.... u...
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if any of u guys wants to make one decent friend..... u need to go visit billj. cos he is one hell of aguy.
he has these eyes........ he knows what they do..... he zapped me off my chair.
hes just.... well really fucking great baisically. so go get to know him.... u...
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violenthalo:
GLAD YOURE ON THE UP CHICKADEE
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arggg i got attacked by the capslock monster
[Edited on Oct 27, 2005 4:42PM]
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arggg i got attacked by the capslock monster
[Edited on Oct 27, 2005 4:42PM]
mrzombie:
your world still colourful
your world still colourful
well.... today was one of my numb days.....didnt feel too much like crying or anything.... didnt feel like laughing either... didnt feel....today. my mum pissed me off today. she really has no clue at all about who i am. she should... ive opend up to her in the past. but she has.... i dunno. ignored it.
ive been told by a few ppl that if...
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mrzombie:
it's nice to know you would do that for me
mrzombie:
a 6 hour hug from you would be heaven
blah blah... today is a fat day.... urgh....godamit.
i wish i could just open up my brain and empty my mind onto a table... sort through the rubble and pick up the pieces.
ok that sounds lounds like a good lyric to me... lol im gonna right that down.
i wish i could just be saved or something... or even better save myself... but can...
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i wish i could just open up my brain and empty my mind onto a table... sort through the rubble and pick up the pieces.
ok that sounds lounds like a good lyric to me... lol im gonna right that down.
i wish i could just be saved or something... or even better save myself... but can...
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mrzombie:
now why would you want to tell me things to put me off you? i can see that curb getting closer and closer
I wish there was some way i could help you sweetheart, you know where i am if you need me.
Now wheres that curb
now why would you want to tell me things to put me off you? i can see that curb getting closer and closer
I wish there was some way i could help you sweetheart, you know where i am if you need me.
Now wheres that curb
saffa:
hehe yeh its ok there but no where as interesting as here
so much more to experiance here
if you spill your brains on the table make sure you put it all back otherwise you will go crazy
so much more to experiance here
if you spill your brains on the table make sure you put it all back otherwise you will go crazy
i had a really good nights sleep last night... and thats a rarity. but i woke up... weighed myself... and ive lost 5 lbs in5 days.... pretty good goin so far... but not nearly enough for any celebration... but im on the right track for once in my life.
album of choice for today..... well it has been dave mathews band..the album isc alled everyday....
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album of choice for today..... well it has been dave mathews band..the album isc alled everyday....
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saffa:
hope he took you shopping
i feel so gross today........just ugly.... i dont want pity or shit like that. im just venting.
i look in the mirror and its just like....ugh... what the fuck is that... oh my god is that me? jeez... it is me. holy fuck.
i can honestly say that there is not a single thing i like about myself phisically. i despise my face. and my...
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i look in the mirror and its just like....ugh... what the fuck is that... oh my god is that me? jeez... it is me. holy fuck.
i can honestly say that there is not a single thing i like about myself phisically. i despise my face. and my...
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violenthalo:
hope ur feeling better today chickadee
mrzombie:
thanks for your comments
ME? a sweetheart? awww thanks
ME? a sweetheart? awww thanks
okies..... so... the diet thing is goin ok.... im doin a diet as such.. just cutting down... blah blah blah. its boring. and not very tasty but what the hey.... id rather be sexy.
message for brian: dont be offended by me. if im distant... or cagey..... its just a part of who i am. to the curb u are not.
anyhoos,not long for my...
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message for brian: dont be offended by me. if im distant... or cagey..... its just a part of who i am. to the curb u are not.
anyhoos,not long for my...
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iversen:
Im certainly up for running away somewhere new. Perhaps Norway or Denmark, or maybe Switzerland. Any place thats new lol.
Ive gone to gigs alone too. Just last month I went to the My Chemical Romance, Alkaline Trio, and Reggie and the full effect show alone. And Ill probably be going to see HIM alone next weekend.
Im a loner also but its not really by choice. I mean some things I like doing alone but really Id much rather be with someone else. Most people dont have the patience to get to know me because Im not someone that is really outgoing right away. Once I warm up to someone Im a totally different person Im much more fun, but I still retain some of my shyness.
Ive gone to gigs alone too. Just last month I went to the My Chemical Romance, Alkaline Trio, and Reggie and the full effect show alone. And Ill probably be going to see HIM alone next weekend.
Im a loner also but its not really by choice. I mean some things I like doing alone but really Id much rather be with someone else. Most people dont have the patience to get to know me because Im not someone that is really outgoing right away. Once I warm up to someone Im a totally different person Im much more fun, but I still retain some of my shyness.
mrzombie:
hi
sorry just been busy. looking after my nephews.
don't worry i'm not pissed at ya sweetheart
sorry just been busy. looking after my nephews.
don't worry i'm not pissed at ya sweetheart
well i put some more pics up... nothing special....
as for me... well im in a lot of pain right now.... i hurt my finger pretty bad at work... and i keeep managing to rip it open by accident... it hurts soooo much. never mind.
my kitten is nudging me.. hes tellin me its bed time...... am i really tired enough to go to bed...
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as for me... well im in a lot of pain right now.... i hurt my finger pretty bad at work... and i keeep managing to rip it open by accident... it hurts soooo much. never mind.
my kitten is nudging me.. hes tellin me its bed time...... am i really tired enough to go to bed...
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stopcontinue:
free beer free pizza....it grand up northh
i only had to work k here 4 years to get it wooohooooo
i only had to work k here 4 years to get it wooohooooo
mrzombie:
BOO!!
madwithstars:
of me
..... i started a major diet today... gota shift this weight.... its pissing me off. im damn determined. wish me luck!
im feelin a lot less sleepy today lol but i think that has something to do with the 8 strong black coffees i consumed today.... lol.... it helps keep hunger at bay tho.
i keep meanin to put some better pics up... the ones...
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im feelin a lot less sleepy today lol but i think that has something to do with the 8 strong black coffees i consumed today.... lol.... it helps keep hunger at bay tho.
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stopcontinue:
sirr stopcontiuue? i likes that.
"night of the slightly oblong foot resst. "
"night of the slightly oblong foot resst. "
redvillain:
I'd ask how much you weigh but I know that's not the best idea. I really hate coffee...but I guess you should drink it if it makes you feel better...yeah.
ok so my mums back at last so i dont have to take care of my dad and his injured arm. he'l be ok tho... main thing i guess.
so i can catch up on some hard earned sleep... hell yeah!
ive noticed i havent watched that much tv latley.... and i havnt been missin it either.... guess i just cant be arsed really. tv...
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so i can catch up on some hard earned sleep... hell yeah!
ive noticed i havent watched that much tv latley.... and i havnt been missin it either.... guess i just cant be arsed really. tv...
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redvillain:
I know she's crazy.
The DVD was pretty good some parts better than others of course. I liked the music most, but you don't really need the DVD for that. Check it out when you have the money and I'll take you Mexico when you're ready.
The DVD was pretty good some parts better than others of course. I liked the music most, but you don't really need the DVD for that. Check it out when you have the money and I'll take you Mexico when you're ready.
mrzombie:
thanks for your comments, i have sent you an email hope you dont mind
will be seeing you soon