madmann_83

well the day is finally here.
tonight!
LIVE!
AT THE NORVA IN NORFOLK, VIRGINIA! DANZIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

man i can't wait! i've been looking forward to this for a while. it's going to kick ass!

i'm doing a lot beter. thanks for everyone who's helped!

and, to a special someone, I LOVE YOU BABE! you know who you are!

my mom got me a hamster. it's a girl. i named her Nibbles because she bit me lol.

still down but not as down as i have been. thanx to everyone that has told me it's going to be ok.

1 more day till DANZIG!

man i don't want to go to school today.... oh well.

two more days until danzig! man i can't wait!!!!!

i'm doing a little better. but it still hurts.

just talked to the girl i was dating. she wants to be just friends right now. says she has isues she needs to work out. it's some problem she is having with her stomach and she doesn't want to be with anyone unless she can give 100 %. i can understand that. but it still hurts. right now i feel like i am never going...
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by this time next week i will be in norfolk watching DANZIG! yay!
i'm crazy about my kacie!

man finally the weekend. kacie, my girl, her birthday is this weekend. she's going home to spend it with her mother. i'm seeing her on sunday.
it's intresting because for some reason i keep trying to think of reasons to end it. i don't know why. i am always thinkin bout her and she is so beautiful.
i am such an idiot sometimes lol.

man i am having a downer day. i feel like crap and i feel like i suck at photography. sigh.

man.... i don't understand this site sometimes. there is something i must get off my chest. it seems this site is more about quantity over quality. i mean nothing against any of the girls but some of the new stes going up are boring. the photo's aren't that great and i donno... i mean it's nice to have 1332 sets to look through, but some...
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tuesday. hmmm.

didn't sleep real well last night. might have been because i slept on the couch again. and the fact that i didn't go to bed till around 1 or so. man i need to clean my room.

well it's monday! i think i found a new job! it's with VCU, the school i;m going to. it pays $9 an hour! man i can;'t wait to quit my other job!
lots of love to everyone, espeically to Mathilda!

well i have my exam on monday. that sux. i hope i do well. also shooting some slides of work to enter into the Virginia Musium of Fine Art Fellowship. would be cool if i won!

some time i just want to scream out!